Jingle Bells.. its CHRISTMAS again..

wow wow wow!!! its christmas time!! fuiyo i love every every single minute i have ever since finish stpm!! as usual if you know me well, my holidays are definitely busier then my schooling days. from 10th of dec till now i haven got a day break, goodness i'm tired actually, but plans just came without much warnings. i went to melacca a dozen of times thanks to my fren to watch movie and eat of course. movies were great.. AVATAR 3D is really good. erhem.. please do not bet with anybody if you are as scatterbrain as me, and never agree to terms like "you do whatever i say"... damn.. no further comments on what happen next..

my bro kindly invited me to his house for a few days stay which was splendid, we went shopping non stop while he waited patiently, we went for crabs, and other delicious food.. haha.. i hope he enjoys his trip to taiwan(he is right there while i'm blogging this).

by the way, i'm so happy that i received christmas present this year!! yahooo... my mom is kinda funny if you want to put it that way, whatever she bought for me, she consider it as christmas presents *sweat*, but thats kind of her. my bro brought me to do facial which was his christmas present for mom and i. lihui and patty got me something too. i got another new bear!! i just named it PAPU.. ok here is the picture of everything..

those few accessories are from mom including the perfume *is she hinting me that i have BO?* necklace is from patty, the shirt is from lihui!!! thanks to you guys cause i really love it very much!! anyway i kept papu on my bed.. love you papu!!

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i just cant believe it!!everything its over just like this!! OMG OMG OMG!!! one and a half year efforts, one year of preparations, half year of realisation, 4 months on acceleration, 3 months of full speed and 1 month of non-stop attempts.. phew... everything just crumpled down on the day i finish my first paper! "£$%^&*#@ biology paper 2!!!every subjects!!! i'm afraid i cant control myself later if i continue on the list!! DAMN!

haiz actually there is nothing i can do now but wait for my result. received JPA letter few days ago reminding me to maintain my result above 4B or CPGA3.00 or else i cant continue on with their scholarship.. haiz...anyway life still goes on and i'm really looking forward to my uni life!! haha..eliza jia you!!!

PAST.GONE.LET GO.

it is now considered a past, a piece of memory or just an experience which i can't do anything more about it. its useless even for me to cry now, to scream at you now or spending efforts to bring everything back to perfect. cracks are visible no matter what unless i'm a piece of metal which can be melted by high temperature and reform. but are you hot enough for that?? i didn't even cried after that because i just lost my way on that path and had left that sadness some way behind me. is that better then keeping those grieves in my heart? i had learnt to accept the truth and told myself that its not the end of the world. trees and flowers still bloom every spring even i cry. i'm letting go......

hohoho

i'm getting out of hand!!

cant believe it i went shopping again!!em there was this warehouse sales for L'Oreal, Mabelline and Garnier going on in hotel pelangi on saturday and sunday. how can i miss it???

well we were quite early but the crowd there showed us that we are not early enough.i went with angie, yen lee, yu zhen, and chui lian. huhuhuhu.. the things there were dirt cheap!!! everything they sold , from facial products to makeups, hair products, nail polish... all the prices were being slashed at least 50%!!! can you believe it?? how can i let it go without satisfying my desires??

but the only product i bought was the L'Oreal's mascara Volume Shocking Exact Brush at the price of RM25 only!!! haha.. unbelievable right?? normal retail price is RM49.90.

this was the last one on the table and i managed to grab it before anybody else did it. yeah!!then i went on another mission is to search for a dress to wear for an upcoming event. anyhow i didn't bought any dress but something else... so typical of me.. always getting out of focus!! and most ridiculously i actually went to search my clothes in a offer tong. and i found it!!!


i found a long shirt which can be a dress or shirt at the price of RM20

cheap right for this piece??

then this is only for RM9.00

don't know why they sell it for so cheap, not bad huh..

now the last piece, be ready for the price.........

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ITS ONLY RM1.50!!!

yes this is the truth! you can drop your jaw!! drop it now!

i know it looks very plain and most probably i will only wear it for church because my mom always complain my skirts are too short for service.

k thats all.. i just cant control myself...

i'm tired

i had regretted for the things that i had done.

i'm not that great and great great great great as i thought i were.

i'm just a human created by God.

who am i compare to god's awesomeness?

i had regretted for not staying in god's path,

i had regretted for trying to depend on my own,

i had regretted for pretending who i am now,

i had regretted jumping in decision to early and making my choice without think far ahead,

i had regretted for not prepared for what i'm facing.

i had regretted for letting you taking the initiative and i accepted it,

i had regretted for not showing my concern,

i had regretted for not being sensitive enough,

i had regretted for allowing myself to indulge,

i had regretted for not stopping myself before actions,

i had regretted for the word that i had spoke to you..

there is so many things that i had regretted yet

the only thing i can do now is getting back to god's arm,

finding rest and peace,

seeking for wisdom and strength to finish my race in perfection.

Again

Finally!!!

i got my shoe!! i found it at CRISTRIS DIENA, one of the shops that i never take notice of and not to mention that i never heard of. but suprisingly it sells good quality shoes!! the varieties and the shoe's design are my cup of tea, and they have this service that help the customers to adjust the shoe's shape to fit the feets comfortably. i bet you sure gonna say HUH? WHATS THAT?? MAKING IT OUT OF SHAPE?? actually its like loosen the shoe and make it much more comfortable( something like you wear your shoe for some time and it gets comfortable). and the salesman there able to recommend you shoe that fits your feet better and make your feet looks better. there is something very embarrasing happen when i went to the shop last night. first i must say that the weather was super hot and there isn't any wind at all. so while i was looking for shoes, i perspired non stop and this guy passed me tissue. OMG its so embarrasing!! immediately my reaction to him is OH MY! ITS SO EMBARRASING, NEXT TIME I DON'T WANT TO SHOP AT YOUR SHOP DY LA!! HAHA.. he was so kind, he even asked me to sit down on the sofa and turn the aircon blowing at me!! sweat betul! later i still perspiring and this time he pass the whole pack of tissue to me!! and he asked me to just sit down and he will bring all the shoes for me to try on.. ***SWEAT LA***.

scale of 1 to 10

service: 10

types of shoe: 7

shoe quality: 7

display of shoe:5

shop condition:4(for no aircon all over the shop)

ok back to the shoe that i bought.
sometime ago i bought this pair of heels from one of the shops in wetex parade.
guess what?? after a walk of 1 km in that shoe i had SEVEN!!, read it carefully, its SEVEN blisters!!! on my feet!!! damn it! i had no choice but continue to wear the same shoe to shop in mid valley on my first date!! i really tbt then only i bought a flip flop to wear on that spot! CAN U IMAGINE HOW EMBARRASING WAS THAT IF THAT HAPPENS ON YOUR FIRST DATE??? the new shoe i bought was pretty similar to this.

this is the shoe that caused all those pain!!

this is the new shoe

well i guess this will stop my ranting for awhile for not being able to hav a new shoe..

wedding dinner

thats four of us, the pretty girls..

em.. at this moment i'm kinda lazy to update every single details of the whole event. so i decided to copy and paste from li ern's blog!!
visit her blog at liern.blogspot.com. she got them very well detailed so please refer to her blog k..

outings with my babes

kk here's the update for all the outing with mainly li ern and my babes..

on satuday afternoon after i was almost bored to death(yea practically whole afternoon i was waiting for somebody's reply and bugging people on msn), i managed to date my babes before cheryl go backs to JB and even mindy and her boyfriend. we met up around 7.30pm for yamcha session. haha i know you guys sure will laugh at our yamcha hour, even mindy's bf also tbt us, but what to do?? few of us have curfew and as pretty girl **erhemm** is not that safe to stay out late.. lol.. btw patty and angie were unable to join us.. haiz.. kinda dissappointed huh..

first we went shopping at a newly open boutique. i didn't bought anything but cheryl and liern got a belt and new blouse. oops i just remembered i bought something too.. its my first pair of black stocking. its the thicker type without seeing through and exposing flesh.. i think those looks to aunty for my taste! ewwks... then irene arrived and join our shopping!

next we went to this cafe named Xiao Xue. one really funny thing about this cafe is their menu is plainly chinese! OMG you think everybody understand and can read chinese ar?? at least get it translated as your marketing strategy! and i must say their standard went down after my first visit to it 2months ago.their drinks were so plain and tasteless.. but good thing is their serving is huge and quite cheap.

these are their huge serving of drinks. RM3.50 per mug. additional ingredients are RM 0.50.

cheryl and irene acting lesbian.. haha.. sweet sweet in front of li ern and i!

how can i lose out to them?? haha.. i started to camwhore with li ern making them pek cek cause i didn't jio them..

last but not least, thats four of the pretty girls. urghh!! li ern is the only one without eyebags!! jealous sial!

Holidays

as the the malays celebrate their raya, the whole nation get a whole week off!! hurray!! as i'm still in secondary school(erhemm i'm still young huh), i get a total of 10 days off!! till now i still have about 2 days left.

actually nothing much going on for this whole holidays except that i had visit Melacca twice in a week. well its shopping time again!!! Muahahahaha... ok i just manage to buy two things, one is my skin product, my first and only one full set of skin product. as you guys know i didn't wash my face ever since last eight months ago ( i quit trying out all those products cause i always allergy to it).

this is it. i just trying out and unfortunately i still a little of allergy reaction on my face even though this product claimed that its allergy tested but i still experienced some redness. should i stop using it?? but my skin already much cleaner and looks brighter when the redness is gone. can anyone just give some advice on this?? should i continue using it or not? haiz i don't want to waste those few hunderd bucks i splurge on it!!

next i went to melacca again with my babes. as planned, we gathered at leeching house before we left. i drove her car all the way to Melacca fro and back. our ultimate aim of course are shopping and search for an evening gown for leeching. well i gotta say she is really a picker and chooser! we went round Melacca town looking for bridal shops and guess what choices are really very limited. haiz.. what to do.. i also don't know what she get to wear for that wedding dinner. talking about that wedding dinner, i was glad to find out that my babes are going especially liern and patty, and angie. at least i have some companions with me cause i knew leeching will be very busy that night. ok back to my Melacca trip, we decided to wear dress and even put on make up. yea call us vainpots!! haha.. anyway i still didn't get to buy my shoes. haiz..

these are my beautiful babes.. sorry liern and cheryl as you guys cant make it. haha.. next time k??

this is the light smokey eye makeup i did for irene. i was quite happy with it. haha..

after shopping around in Nichii, i found a nice suit. it makes me looks slim in it!

but there's abit of cutting problem and i don't have any appropriate occasion for this piece so i didn't bought it. i really like it very much!! anyway lee ching bought it. she looks great in it too!

ok thats all for the update.

Craziness

hmmm.. do you know when a girl went under stress she will do crazy stuff which you will never expect it to happen?? well, to all the male creatures out there, just beware of any female.. hahaha.. especially when their hormones aren't stable...

k here's an example what happen when a girl, ET, goes out of control due to stress and hormones unbalanced..

it all started on a bright Saturday morning when the sun is shining brightly(which means very hot lah), suddenly ET had the urge to get out the house since nobody is at home leaving her home alone. after having breakfast with her mom and sending her mom off to work, she went to talk to her mom's supervisor and crap with him... yea practically crapping about whether she uses more of her left brain or right brain.. and found out she doesn't use any of her brain..

nonsense..

fine! later she make a call to her friend to find out whether she is around anot because the girl wanted to return something to her. to cut the story short, after all the chatting ET decided to drag her friend along to shop. when she went into her fren's room. she saw some really funny article pasted on the door of her wardrobe and on the mirror.. when eventhough its very motivating but its really funny.. her friend die die also doesn't allow her to take a picture out of it.. after few rounds of snatching and chasing game, ET finally gave up because her friend was screaming of her head and both of them were actually feeling not well.. but out of sudden. ET realise those articles were also pasted in her study room.

TADA!!!

here is it!! her aim is to get into NTU.

(actually ET admire her determination and concentration,she even printed out a fake result slip to motivate herself! great...)

well, ET did dragged her along to shop. and spend her sweet time, meanwhile her friend was very pale and sick. ET is such a bitch...crazy girl does crazy stuff.. poor thing friend..

finally ET's conscious started to realise that she was wrong and sent her poor friend back home.. that isn't the end of the story. ET went on shopping alone and got herself some nail paints. when she was back home, she was very sick till she had to lie on bed without moving.. told you guys, Crazy girl does crazy stuff...

here are the two bottles of nail paints.

The End

Moral of the story:

1. don't mix with crazy girl if you cant take her craziness
2. don't disturb a girl when her hormones aren't stable
3. learn how to reject crazy girl
4. slap the crazy girl if you thinks take she is getting crazy..
5. you who are reading till this point are also crazy, how can you read such a boring post for so long?? slap yourself too.. haha..

story update (1)

due to the initial i used before for the friend had caused much distress to the person who had the same initial (i apologies for the inconvenience), i decided to change it to anonymous. by the way not every time i mention about a girl, that girl must be a female.. it could be a male you know?? haha.. anyway stop asking me who is that person cause i wouldn't tell you.

I LOVE SHOPPING!

i love shopping!! i love shopping!! may be due to stress of the exam year, i'm so obsesed with shopping now!! i just feel so wonderful when i get to shop! even now in the middle of trials exam i'm planning a trip to melaka to shop. may be during raya holidays i want to go with my babes.. any drivers volunteer?? actually even now i feel like shopping.. maybe tonight i will go with my parents.. hmmm... need to get something from sasa.. hmmm.. study?? later..

meanwhile durin this season of mega sales, i only get to shop some clothes and few accessories.. what makes me most unhappy was i cant get a pair new shoes!!! i need to wear my old sneaker for my school trip.. sob sob.. which was not very comfortable.. but i notice nice shoes are uncomfortable to wear but comfortable shoes are not nice.. haiz.. any recommentation of good shoes brands?? i seriously need a pair casual shoes and a new heels!!

actually for me the greatest satisfaction from shopping is getting something very nice but at a super low price..(you can see from the price).. haha.. yea call me aunty.. i admit that i got that aunty spirit.. but sometimes i still will buy the things that i want if i feel like too.. haha.. that's the moment of impulsivity..

ok following are some pictures of my new collections for my wardrobe>>>

these are my four new tee shirts, 2 from Hang Ten and the other 2 from Hush Puppies.

both of these i bought it together with Angie and Patty from Hang Ten, so you guys don be suprised when you saw us wearing the same shirts.

short pants from Hang Ten too..

a black dress from Nichii. this is what i wore for my bro's convocation ceremony. its only RM6+ after discount.

black beads and flower from Element. i got them at super low price.. RM7.90 for the beads and RM 2.30 for that flower..
(would you believe me if i tell you that this is the first time i get girlish assessories for myself??*sweat... laugh all you can i don't care..)

actually this bag come in a pair. the other 1 i gave it to my mom. same design but different shapes. i got them very cheap too.. RM29.90 for both from HOL.

My Luxurious Treat- Porridge

i never post anything about food before in my blog. this time i gonna share my favourite food which was porridge!! yummy nice nice porridge.. not those watery rice in water but thick thick porridge..

i just ate this porridge a few minutes ago and a sudden thought of blogging a post about..(thats why it left only half a bowl when i took a picture of it). its already the third time this week i ate this porrigde from the same stall. now that stall owner, who was a ex-neighbour of mine, knows what i'm going order already when i come to her stall.

Pork porridge-plus egg-minced meat only-extra fried onions.

ok as you can see its pork porridge with minced meat only..

all this started when i was young, when i get sick i wouldn't eat a single thing unless my dad tapao porridge for me.. usually my mom will cook those watery watery porridge... urghh... imagine when you are sick then you need to eat to eat those tasteless watery rice...gosh bad memory.. but eating this nice yummy porridge its like a luxurious treat for me.. ok i'm exagerating but i really can eat this for breakfast, lunch, dinner and even supper.

i know some people don't like this type of porrige.. hmmm... it reminds me of my lao po who practically don't like eat porridge.. and my granny too!! she is really old (92 years old) and when she is sick she hates porridge the most! but then she cant chew any food now and forced to eat porridge.. haiz.. but guess what?? her luxurious treat is "Da Pao". the chinese meat bun. she still eat them 2 days once when she finds it hard to chew on food.. weird huh.. haha...

ok la.. thats all about my yummy porridge.. i will share my next luxurious treat again soon

Sedar Trip 21-23.08.09

3 days trip jz went by so fast so unnoticed and so memorable. i think this will be the last trip that i go under the name of the school.haiz it reminds me that STPM left 3 more months to go.. its too freaking!!! damn i not yet even ready for trial! oh mama ah!!!

k get back to my trip. this trip was organised by Renjers Puteri and Bowling Club, and mainly the people are from 6AE, 6AS and 3 from 6AB and the rest were from lower 6. the main destinations that we had visited were Melacca, KL, Bukit Merah, and lastly Cameron Highlands.

Day 1

around 1130 we went back home from our class then got ready to gather back in school by 1330. we were very excited and really very happy because we don't hav to attend Mr Teh's extra class before we leave for our trip. wahahahahha.... as everyone had gathered andthere we left for our our first destination which was Melacca!! we visited two factories, FOMEC chicken essence factory and Crystal factory in Rembau. we drop by Seremban Jusco for our dinner but ending up we tapao our food to eat on the bus. you know why??? cause we spend that 1 whole hour shopping!! haha.. we headed for The Mines as our last destination for the day. there again we SHOP SHOP SHOP!!! i got to buy 2 shirts and a short pants from Hang Ten again. yea its Hang Ten again.. sweat!! kinda feel very weird.. this season of mega sales seems doesn't hav much choices (i mean overall for all the brand) and the stocks they hav for sales are really..... urghhhh....ok bac to mine trip.. at night we stop at Sungai Buloh overhead R&R to bath.

attention!!! please don't stop by that R&R if you can help it.

the water there were mud water and its relly very dirty. i actually had decided not to bath but the thought of not being able to bath until we reach Cameron the next day gave me the courage to bath under that muddy water. as the result, my face became rough and had pores clogged. as you guys know i don use any product on my face and mainly depending on clean water only to wash my face, its really maddening when i saw those redness on my face. i cant wait to get to Cameron to bath again. arghhhhh...

Day 2

we arrive in taiping. we had our breakfast at 1 of this pasar kinda foodcourt. the famous food there was dry curry mee and fried kueh. emm.. well.. its jz normal economical noodle added with curry and chicken meat, that fried kuah was plain.. we visited the charcoal factory and and the swamp area. its really a very huge factory. the whole place was filled with smoke and burned wood smell and i wondering will those worker die of cancer??? anyway i heard that the distilled water from the process of producing charcoal were sold to Japan and processed into make up products. next we went to Bukit Merah Resort. we visit orang utan santuary, eco park and tried on the skychair. cool!! we see orang utan we see ireetha family. muahahahaaa.. joking...

we had steamboat that night in cameron. i think our table was the rubbish bin and all the unwanted vege were sent to us and guess wat?? we finish them all.. vege is good anyway.. good for constipation..hahaaha.. we went gia gia at the pasar malam. it was raining and we were eating strawberry ice stick and walking under the rain. so romantic!!! four of us, patty, me, angie, and chai kee, walk and eat under the rain...

after we check in the apartment(it was the same apartment i stayed last year, what an coincidence!!) we bathed and next we were ready to have fun!! but we receive a phone call from our friends from 3rd floor asking us to close all of our doors and windows because there is this group of perverts from our opposite block video caming our apartments. gosh!! they even shifted the sofa to face us!!! all of us were freaked out and make a super big fuss out of it. lastly all of us went to the apartment in 3rd floor and stand outside the balcony facing those guys.. haiz freaks.. ithink we managed to show them that we are not afraid of them and we then closed all the doors and curtains, get down to our game.. what a night>> phew...

Day 3

we visited a few farms .. as usual...

we had our lunch at Bidor which they have this very very famous shop selling duck drumstick noodle. we had our dinner in midvalley. lastly back home.

p/s>>

as for the photos i will post them all in facebook

as for today, i can't even think of any title to match my post. i'm not sure what to blog about even at this moment. i actually had planned to blog about my TOP 5 favourite girl tomorrow because i haven't manage to gather all the photos. last year i had posted it without pictures. this year i decided to make them public.haha. ok then wait till i gather all of them only i will blog about it..

it had been 1 week since i started to prepare for trial. guess what?? yea i bet those who know me well enough will know that i didn't make much progress. haha. its a big problem i think because i wouldn't get down to study till the last minute. but in fact even if i were to go full speed now from this moment, its quite impossible to finish all my syllabus also. WAKE UP!! **SLAP SLAP SLAP* WAKE UP!!! i need Slapper to slap me.. any volunteer????

today we had a meeting with the maths and science club juniors. its a review for the camp. at first i really don't expect anything good out of them due to their attitudes and performance in other club's activities. but suprisingly, the camp on last saturday was well organised and i can say its 1 of the best activities they come up with every since they entered Form 6. even though there are still some minor problems but their achievement in organising the camp are able to make the senoirs to overlook those problems. they had learned their lessons and i'm impressed with that camp. the games they had conducted are quite challenging and fun and tricky. i love that ice water game the most. in fact i'm looking forward to the informal Majlis Perpisahan for us which will on the 26/8/09. when i heard their plans today, i can imagine that it will be real fun night!! BBQ, water fight, buffet, karo-ok...... haha.. i will enjoy myself kao kao... k la here is some pictures on that camp day.

three of the station master

that's meng hong, my 1st victim. i asked him to demo how to crawl under table and i took this picture without him knowing

this is sem. another demo. it seems my request sound pretty innocent?? why all of them jz demo it without think much??? haha.. its really painful to stand inside there..

the maze

ME!! trying out the ice water!! it freakingly painful after you come out from it. its sting pain was there for more than 10 secs.

Teck Boon at the ice water station. (siew fun you want this pic??)

Tze Yun playing the last game (siew fun do you want this too?? haha)

another junior, Jou Hui whom i requested to crawl under the tables for me to take pictures

ok lastly this is me and patty. camwhoring.

i'm being stupidly stupid...

that day he mentioned what he wants to me.. i was expecting it ever since then. but i never thought he will give his reply so soon. but later it seems he regreted and wish to have me back that night itself. i realised its impossible to carry on when one of us is not ready. all this started 10 months ago, when i finally agreed to his request. we started off very sweet and fun and feeling comfortable with each other's companion. i always have this problem of not trusting man as in the area of romance and even in life. he said he will make me believing in man through him. i tried and what i get in the end was another disappoinment. i never regreted for accepting him and i still love him very much, but thing just doesnt work out between us.

i got too busy in my own activities and eventually did not have enough time for him. we were on long distance relationship and basically our relationship was based on phone calls, sms, msn.. rarely we got a chance to meet up with each other.the last time we met up was already 5 months ago. along this few months he always told me that he wish to see me again soon.. 6weeks of sem break, he didn't take the effort to meet me, and even last week when i was in kl for my bro's convocation, he rejected to meet me eventhough i asked him to. i wondering is he just fooling around with me or whatever he said was just to applease a girl. actually when i asked him to help me to get a pressie for my fren was just an excuse to meet him when i'm in kl. he didn't get it for me anyhow. later i persuaded my parents to go shopping by telling them i need to get pressie.(they were reluctant to go to public places due to the spread of AH1N1). i tried all my best to meet him but all i get was disappoinment when he gave a very lame and ridiculous excuse which was no transport. i admit that since last month i got too busy with my upcoming exams, i didn't have much time to accompany him and kinda neglected him. this trip to kl i tried to meet him as to make up for my busy schedules. but its seems he doesn't appreciate what i'm doing for him. maybe i was being inconsiderate when i told him that we might have to hang around with my family since its a family outing for me. i know its uncomfortable for him but my bro's girlfriend was around too. moreover he already stayed at my house before when he visited me in Muar. if you would to say that he is shy, then isn't that he is too bold to stay at the house of a girl which he only dated for 2 months plus its at a stranger's place?? why he was brave enough to come to stay with me but he is not brave enough to meet me at shopping mall along with my family??

i can't resist asking him this question, who am i to you?? i know its a stupid question but i just can't help it. i need to know! i ask him to think carefully whether is he ready to have dis relationship with me, and finally he gave me his answer. i felt very funny when he wanted me back. i did asked him whether he already comfirm his decision, he told me firmly he is clear about it. we remained as close friends now and may be 1 day our status might regain back to couples. i will only accept him back when he is ready. but when is it i cant say. i dont know and i don't want to know it now.

i know i'm not perfect too in this relationship, i was wrong at times. i know that he doesn't like it when i tend to keep my problems to myself. i also know that its not easy to maintain a long distance relationship. i understand how he feels when he shares his problems. ijust wanna let him know that those feeling he felt is not a problem for us to carry on. there are alot things that i don't mind at all. i really don't mind at all..............

july_ month of sadness and happiness

lets talk about all the happiness first.. there really a lot of july babies celebrating their birthday. this including Chee Miao, Tze Yun, Pei Lin, Rachel Tan, my mom...... and Jared!!! i decided to write more about my mom's and Jared's birthday...

31st july-

mom's birthday.....

i managed to get her a blouse from Seed before her birthday. i noticed that i'm really bad at shopping.. took ages for me to decide on which should i buy for my mom. then on her birthday we went to melaka to celebrate her birthday. we went shopping of course!! poor dad.. he looked so bored all the way.. my mom get herself a pair of long pants and two colar Tees from Hang Ten. em actually she wears Tees to work. she had plenty of them and sometimes i borrow them too.. haha.. i got myself a dress too from Nichii. a black short dress for my bro's convocation. since its mega sales now, things are off for 10%-70%.. kinda worth it.. i tried to get a new pair of heels, but i don dare to buy those cheap brands because usually it will end up my leg having blisters!! urgh... even my mom jz got herself a pair of heels from CR2, still got herself blisters when she wore it yesterday.. after that we went for dinner at Wok And Pan. its a nyonya cum western restaurant. we had chops and my mom had pork ribs. haha she was stunned when she saw the huge serving. later we went for cendol again.. cham fat fat dy... my mom told me she wants to diet, haha... i will see....

next its Jared's birthday...

ok this is Jared,,, well he is 1 of my church member whom we stick together in church pretty much.. so i decided to planned something for him on his birthday..

27th July-

it was raining heavily around 12pm.. (if you guys had read the news, this rain had caused floods in Johor an Melacca)i was hoping it will stop at 1pm. we planned to pick Jared up from High School and give him a suprise. well, it failed.. haiz.. Joshua was there earlier then me as i was stuck in school due to the traffic jam and all the mess caused by the heavy rain. Ening and i was wet by the time we were in my car. i need to pick up Edwin some more.. we were late. Jared was already in Joshua's car since its raining. we went to PP cafe to have lunch.

well thats 6 of us. i'm not in the photo... actually Job was to arrive earlier but it seems he came much later from Melacca.

its funny.. kids like to play with car's alarm and Jared was playing mine. Joshua tried his too.. he car was across the street. he make it rang and this was the funniest part...............he cant off it from the cafe.. hahahahaahahahah.... he had to run across the street to off it.. if you still remember it was raining super heavily.. he ended up like this... hahahahaaha

he was wet and water dripped from his hair.however he managed to dry himself and i'm not going to describe how he did it..*shrugged*

after the meal, we brought out the cake and sang bday song for Jared. as usual, he gotta pick all the candle out from the cake with his mouth!!! meanwhile i was creaming his face.. hahahaha

suddenly he grabbed the top of the cake and wanted throw at me.. hahahaha luckily he didn't... or else my white blouse will be gone...

he messed up part of the cake

the part which he grabbed, wasted all those strawberries,, anyway they were sour.... urghhhh..

Jared with his cake...

k dats all..

nothing better to do..

jz wanna drop in and say hello to myself...
i got pretty lousy results and still can't reali get over it. still have 4 months to go for STPM and i realised that i haven't prepare myself for that. too much to finish.... to much to do....
haiz...

bored

FORM SIX SUCKS!

i don't understand why i'm feeling so bored now.. tomorrow having open day. i feel so bad. haiz poor result really sucks!! spending all those hours doing maths ended up maths is the worst of all. things get worse when your parents doesn't understand it. they all care about A's and never even cross their minds that i really worked hard all this while. why should i get penalised for somebody's failure? doesn't mean that we come from the womb and we will be exactly the same and fail this and that. listen up! i am not him! don always compare and take things will ended up the same for me as for him! i'm fed up with all this.i know getting bad result its my own fault but understand the condition! things are not that easy. dont take it as if i can scored everything. if i'm that good, i could hav done better. give me some space!!! i need to breathe!! you all just don't get it, don't you?? wtf... i want to do well too! i want to go overseas and further my studies too! doesn't mean that i hav a boyfriend and i will lose my concentration. not everybody is like this!! i told you many times that i'm not him. you never learn to trust me.. i really hate you when you ask me those stupid question that showed that you doesn't trust me at all!!
and whats the problem with you?? you knew all this while i hate some topis that you mentioned.. can you just respect me?? i reali want you.. but it wouldn't work out right if things carry on like this. i admit i do things that you don't like and you always give in to me.. i'm really sorry but i'm trying my best, can you try your best too?

I'm ALIVE!!

when typing this title. reminds me of david cook.. he sang that during his competition.. but his recent performance in american idol reali touches many hearts.

ok fine back to myself. 5 days of my precious holiday had passed and guess wat? i didn't even yet touch a book. Great i actuallt planned to do some revision but i'm kinda "busy". yea busy going out with friends and stuff like this. since last friday till today is first day i'm at home didn't go out at all.
friday
i went to attend huiwoon sister's wedding buffet then we decided to catch a movie. we reached cinema late due to reenu had to fetch plenty of humans including me. we can only watched alien vs monster.i almost fell asleep at the end. typical hero movie, little mighty saving the universe. don know why newspaper gave them 3 star rating.. hmmmmm..
later we had a drink at a near by cafe. rachel , angie and i were kinda neglected cuz two of our friends were talking to their own bf.haiz sad sad sad....

saturday
i though of sleeping late. well i did but then i receied a msg from cheryl "hey gal, want to go gia gia??" well i immediately replied and next minute i'm out shopping with her. i managed to get a pants and a blouse for my mom.

sunday
i had tuition extra class and i slept whole day.

monday
i had my lunch with my buddy liwei and chatted for quite awhile.night i went to watch movie again with my parents. Night at the museum 2. well i sat between my parents, guess wat i caught both of them dozing off!!! haha.. unbelievable right?? comedy but they are dozing off! haha..hmmm interesting...

tuesday
badminton session with my gang and also adrian and that little kid. don reali know his name. it was fun cause adrian didn't torture me!:) he like to make me run. psycho.... but anyhow i was his partner that day. but still unluckily i became his shuttlecock's aim. he smashed and right it landed on me..haiz.. jz a blue black on my arm but i managed to make him feel guilty.. muahahahaha....

wednesday
nothing much going on except that my sweet sweet Mr Lim was quite kind that day. he jz critic my way of doing maths is nothing but just Rubbish~~ (with his hand doing the wave)..
i think i'm quite used to him dy so i dont feel anything... or shud i???
night my fren pick me up for limteh but turn up only both of us going so we decided to gave our friends a suprise visit after a drink at mamak stall.. stay out til 12 den went back with an unfulfiled heart..
haiz thought can meet my youth..

thursday
happy day!!!!
i went to melaka with my darlings and dears.adrian agreed to fetch us and poor thing he is. whole day nothing much to do except hanging around while we girls shop.i think his only happy hour is movie hours. yup i watch movie again. 17 Again. zac. they are crazy over him now. but i thought he looks abit weird.. suprisingly i didn't buy anything on this trip!!! yea i'm telling the truth. i didn't buy anything. believe me
well two new heroes were born yesterday. wildboarman and pigwoman.their identities are secrets and sorry i can't tell. haha.

friday
its friday again and its today...
whole day sitting in front of my pc on9-ing.. soon i will become like marcus if i continues like this....

my froggiest experience

for more details please refer to rachel's blog!!

hi angels!!! i'm jz passing by...

Ok here’s another post I promised to write for Edwin. Erm… sorry ya for the late post because I was super duper busy for the 1st week in school that I cant fork out some time for this.

4th of Jan
Last Sunday, I passed by the gates of heaven.
Well it started with my problem with rashes. Actually I have a very strange allergy. I’m allergy to temperature change. Means when it gets colder then I will have rashes. And it takes very long to heal. My 1st attack was in form3. This is my 2nd attack. When it started on 11th Dec when I notice I’m having some rashes. But that time I was so busy with my activities with friends and Christmas celebration, so I didn’t give much attention to it and I din even be bothered. I just went to see doctor and get some pills. The medicine is effective and when I took it, my rashes will be gone. But when I finish it, the rashes came back. This dragged on for about 3weeks and when it’s serious I will get an injection from doctor.
But the problem getting more and more serious. The rashes spreaded to every part of my body. On 3rd of Jan, when my parents saw that western medicine cant cure me, we decided to give try for Chinese medicine. I went to a Chinese sinseh and she prescribed some medicine for me. Well she told to me stay away from those “cold”, sour foods. And eat more of those “heaty” foods. So on Saturday night I have my 1st dose of medicine. Then my mom took out a bottle of Chinese health wine for me. Its “heaty”.
Sunday morning about 12pm I had my 2nd dose. My rashes were really bad that day. About 1 hour later I took some wine. I think some reaction between wine and the medicine occurred and I started to felt uncomfortable. I immediately called my dad to come back. Right after I called my dad, I felt like vomiting. I ran to the toilet and the veins behind my neck and head were popping very hard and I cant hear anything else. I thought it gonna break and I will have stroke. I somehow blackout in the toilet. I was so scared that I was calling “Jesus, saves me, saves me!!!” non stop. I managed to regained my conscious but I cant open my eyes. I squeezed open my eyelids, a small gap, and I realize I was sitting on the floor. Thank God I din hit anything when I blackout. Everything was in bright white light and black darkness. I fumbled my way back to my own room. I fell back on my bed and that time my dad was back. All this happened in less then 10minutes. I was perspiring non stop.
Immediately my dad sent me to the nearest clinic (Elizabeth), I blackout again in the clinic when the doctor was checking my blood pressure. He gave two bottles of drips. I don know why I always kena poked twice by the needle for drip. Last time when I was sent to hospital in the middle of night for bad food poisoning, I was poked twice too!!! And its really very annoying when u are feeling already like half dead, then kena poked twice by that needle. The diameter is quite big compared to the normal injection needle. Ok back to my story in the clinic, Even though I was half unconscious at that moment, I still can felt the pain when he poke at the vein (because he chose a vein quite side and its rather bony there compared to the middle one.).
About 3hours later, the doctor came back to check on me. Oh ya in between that, he gave me a jap. Kena poked again but this time on my arm.(Thank God). My blood pressure was still super low. Less then 90/60. the doctor says the fluid didn’t go in my bloodstream but all went to my tissues and under my skin due to my rashes. I was to stay in bed for 2 days and shouldn’t stand up or sit up for too long because I might faint anytime when my blood pressure goes too low.

The next day my blood pressure was still very low and my dad sent me to my family doctor. We had been seeing him ever since young. He was surprised at my super low pressure and paleness. He kept saying no wonder u will faint. He told me I’m having LBP and at the same time anaemic lack of blood.

“No wonder you are having fainting spells!!”

he gave me ovalmin (I’m not sure how it spells but its for anaemic). Well I was on mc for Monday but Tuesday I went back to school already because I really have a lot things to catch up if I’m absent again. But I’m quite tired out everyday. Thank god I’m recovering and now everything is almost back to normal. My BP is about 103/69.(just measured). My rashes still having a bit here and there. Oh ya I was told to stay away from all the food and environment that can cause allergy. I cannot eat chicken meat, eggs, seafood, nuts, chocolate, dust, “cold” food…….. etc.

haizzzzz…….

Keep me in your prayer and I believed God will heal me.
K la that’s all!!

Dato Sri Amar Diraja

It had been a long long week for me.. first of all I wanna say I’m so glad that

I’M BACK IN SCHOOL!!

YAHOO!!

Dato really rocks!!

Haha.. I remember I once told Rachel that Dato is my kindergarten, 6AE is my new playground, and Rachel is my favorites Barbie doll!!! Haha.. jz kidding.. Anyway I really enjoyed my lower6, and I’ve been looking forward to my new year in upper6.
Well I was been unable to attend the 1st day in school due to my health problem. I will write about that later. My sweet gang of friends (Rachel, Angie, Reenu & Joyce) came to visit me on Monday and brought some news from school. I really thank God because we get all the best teacher. Mr Tan for chem., Mr Foong for bio, Mr Teh (cha da ge) for Maths, Mrs Soh for muet and Pn Nik for pa2. Guess what, we combined class with 6AB(physics) for every subject except bio class of course. It’s kinda strange for the combination but anyway I don’t care so much as long I can be taught by those teachers I’d mentioned earlier. Well problems occurred when we had to decide whose class we should use for every subject. Btw its settled and I think we will live peacefully forever and ever. It’s nice to see Mr. Foong and Mrs Soh again. They are still as crazy as anything and crazier than ever. 1st class with Mr Teh was so stressed up and tensed. For those who was taught by him before in school will know that how serious he is. After a few classes with him, I found out actually he is not that bad and I really gotta say that his teaching is so much clearer and exam-oriented. I remember my lower6 Mr Toh, his class was easy and everything was simple but when its exam time, everything looks so different from what he taught. Haha. We have plenty of maths exercise every day and we practically stay back in school everyday after normal school hour to have group studies and discussions. I heard from teacher that we gonna have ELH(extended learning hours) after February, which means our schooling hour will be from 8am-4pm everyday!!! Gosh we will be exhausted when we finish our last paper for STPM. But another good news is that we gonna have lecture and tuitorial style carried out in our school too to prepared us for university life. Hope it really come true. Its just khabar angin for now because we still don have a lecturer hall big enough to accommodate all the students.
I cut down my tuitions also for this year. Since I’m taught by Mr Tan in school so no point I go for his tuition class also. Maths tuition as usual. Mr Lim Cheng Han is the most terrible horrible teacher around!!! I hope he doesn’t read my blog or else he sure will kena me kao kao. Anyway I gotta admit that his maths is so geng!! i changed my pa tuition teacher too.
Anyway I had decided to strive for the last baton in my study life. I hope I really really can score 4A for all the efforts I put in. I really gonna be a nerd this year. So if you notice that I’m abit off my usual kind, don worry, I’m just stress up and I’ll be fine soon. Haha. Ok that’s all for the update in my “sweet form6” life.

1st post in 2009

My New Year resolution

God
1. Get more involve in church activities (music band, youth)
2. Do my TAWG daily
3. Pray daily for all my love ones
4. Bring at least 3 person to know God
5. Be more passionate and responsible for God’s work

Family
1. Be nicer to my parents
2. Bring my bro back to church
3. Care for my family
4. Remember to do my house work

Marcus
1. This part I think I keep it as secret. Haha.

Studies
1. Scored at least 4 A- by mid year exam
2. Finish all my syllabus by trial
3. Don’t skip tuition or class due to laziness
4. Be a full time nerd
5. Strive my very best for my last chance STPM 4A

Physical appearance
1. Slim till at least 52kg
2. Longer hair, less hair loss
3. Better skin condition
4. Get rid of allergy!!!