i'm tired

i had regretted for the things that i had done.

i'm not that great and great great great great as i thought i were.

i'm just a human created by God.

who am i compare to god's awesomeness?

i had regretted for not staying in god's path,

i had regretted for trying to depend on my own,

i had regretted for pretending who i am now,

i had regretted jumping in decision to early and making my choice without think far ahead,

i had regretted for not prepared for what i'm facing.

i had regretted for letting you taking the initiative and i accepted it,

i had regretted for not showing my concern,

i had regretted for not being sensitive enough,

i had regretted for allowing myself to indulge,

i had regretted for not stopping myself before actions,

i had regretted for the word that i had spoke to you..

there is so many things that i had regretted yet

the only thing i can do now is getting back to god's arm,

finding rest and peace,

seeking for wisdom and strength to finish my race in perfection.