Last post for 2009

actually at this moment i should be doing research for my assigments but i'm sick of it. so i decided to drop by my own blog and update it.sorry for not updating my own life here because i was freaking busy for the whole holiday! almost everyday i was busy with my studies and xmas preparation. and my pc and internet broke down. but this holidays indeed is the best time for me. i experienced plenty of different feelings.

22th NOV
first of all its the first birthday suprise i gave my darling! i went to KL without letting hin know about. (actually i bluff him, i told him i'm having family gathering) so he thought he was to take the pressie from my konco-konco only and thats all. who knows i'n the one who appeared at sunway pyramid to meet him. i spend a few days together with him. its the best thing to happened to me because as you know long distance relationship, the thing you will miss most is spending time together. i cherish every moment i can spend with him. its really very nice to have time to go out dating together.

30th NOV
30th anniversary celebration for Muar A/G. praise the lord for his blessing and anointing for the passed 30years. i practically grew up in church. at least twice a week i will go to church to attend church services. from Hurray Arrows to Christ Ignitors i spent 15years walking the path that god has lay down for me. i believe god's calling is there for me to answer it. oh Lord, give me more courage and strength!!

6th DEC
Justin and Sue-ann's wedding. last cousin in my Tan's family to get married. next i think its my bro but that will take years to reach. its an informal wedding. i think the wedding its the sweetest thing that can happened to a loving couple, spending next whole chapter of their lives together as one body. growing old and holding each other's hand from now on till forever. after the tea ceremony in the morning, we had the church wedding.i was the usherette. it suprise me when an old lady when up the stage to sing. wow! an opera singer. then we have the dinner at Star REstaurant.i help my cousins for the registration and finding the tables no. it as very very fun. first is the guests my uncle invited. the in-laws actually is a polictician, Yap from MCA Muar branch. and my uncle invited his good old friend Dato Chua Jui Ming. haha its really interesting to see both rival in politics to come together. the we had a lounge singer hired from Melaka, he sat beside me. he told me he can sing in 14 languages. as the dinner come the end, my uncles and aunties became so high that they start dancing!! they are about in their sixties now and they are dancing walts, cha cha, mambo... and so forth. the lounge singer enjoyed himself too when he saw my uncles and aunties responded to his songs. i nearly kena from my uncle when he invited me for a dance. i escaped narrowly and i think i must get my parents to sign up for social dances course so that next time they can join in the fun. and my uncle sang a song for my aunt choo. woohooo.. romantic sia!!

12th DEC
my darling stepping his first step in johor muar. he came to stay with me for about 4days. u can view his blog for the details what happened. haha except for some private stuff that happened. eventhought both of us were experiencing stomachaches for that few days, but i really enjoy time spent with him. we might not be able to meet for the next whole year and i really will be very busy with my studies. so i tried to stay up late everynite to chat with him.haha.well the last night as we were going to bed, i complained the pain in my toes and the nails. well he is pretty merciless and cruel when he come to dealing with it!! but thank god it was fine after that. the swollen and pain were gone. and guessed what he laughed at me for screamin for pain!! hey! i have sensitive sensory nerves k!haha.

15th DEC
darling boarded 11am bus and he went back KL. i went immediately to Rachel's house for revision. i was still having stomachaches. later after i took lunch with them, my stomach was burning and i don even dare to move. i managed to drive back home and lay on bed. i vomitted and it was serious food poisoning. i was suprise at the amount of water that i threw up and the force of it coming out from my mouth. i know its kinda disgusting to describe it. haha. i spent next few days in bed and church as the youth nite celebration is getting near. i was rehearsing for the concert and supervising the deco and other performances. and something really sucks happened, my rashes broke out!! i need to go for injection and taking pills as i was busy preparing my event.haiz.

20th DEC
youth nite celebration! themed BUILDER. we wanna extend to build on god's kingdom! this year it kinda feeling weird because most of my seniors are not back. joash was doing his internship, joshua managed to come back on 2oth itself that day. his last xmas celebration with us as he is laeving for nottingham next year. lenora din come back. lydia don have holidays. and edwin is in london. kinda miss him alot. miss his high pitched scream and his craziness and friendliness.wonder how is he doing in over there. shirley is in land of sheep (new zealand). vivian was at outstation. jason was sick. haiz................ thank god at least carol is back with me!!
well done CI! we managed to held this event with god's grace.i really wanna congratualate the drama team for being able to practice and run the play within 4days!! thanks to our pastor for bringin helper Eunice to help us. thanks to the music team, drama team, Justin and Christine for the sweet performance, the decoration team, the ushers and all the youths!!

24th DEC
caroling.. many of the families went overseas. our team its kinda bei. very little people..

30th DEC
updating my blog. my rashes still having it!! it reali sucks!! busy over my assigments, and leaves specimens some spoilts. gotta redo. haiz.. essays and folios haven done.
k la.. dats all for now.. i will update my new year resolution later.

darling i love you!!

didida didida

actually i have nothing to blog about now... its holiday season but i don feel the atmosphere. haiz.. assignments piling up like mad. muz do revision asap.

Bio: written lab report. leaf preservation. revision for L6 syllabus. (thank god we don need to do insect preservation.) i jz love it Mr. Foong!!

Chem: few sheets of exercise. as for revision.. teacher din even bother to finish the syllabus, i had study on my own.. great.. haizz...

Maths: Mr Toh, bao toh! haha.. em.. a bit of exercise..

Pa: study lo...

Muet: 5 essays and 1 commonwealth essay...


as for christmas preparation, well i'm still waiting for Joash's answer.. i bet he forgets dy. Joshua said he is willing to play for the band if Joash and Jared are playing. i had done wit designing the invi card. passed to Jacinth dy. well next is the door gift and bookmark.. i need ideas and time!!!
Jared will be in charged of decoration. hopes he does a good job this year.. i miss Graffiti!! Justin and Christine will be doing their performance.. hehe.. couple show!!.. the rest as usual..
oh ya i need songleader!!!!!! volunteer yourselves please....

tomorrow is Marcus' birthday.. happy birthday!!! well i have surprises for you.. hope you will love it dear.. your presents are done and u saw the pic of it dy.. nice rite... admit it!! and lastly as for your reward?? wait la patiently... hahahaha....

dats all.. ciaoz..

KL and Cameron

as you guys know, i skipped school for 2dats and i joined a trip to kl and cameron during last week. and i know its crazy for going holiday while i was so damn busy( having muet exam and prefect's mp). first reason i joined is because i never been to cameron and second reason is well i just wanna get out from my busy life and of course i get to meet YOU when i go KL right..
i arrive kl around 10am and waited in klcc, walking around like sakai because i have nothing to buy, until45mins later then he arrived. of course i will not let him off so easily. i punished him wit my own childish way. wahahaahah!! then the story goes on with walking around.... blah blah blah... till my dad called and we decided to wait for them at entrance of aquria.. den we start taking photos..

this was the picture i send to my sweet heart rachel, and she was damn pissed off... haha.. mission completed!!

k the kl story stops here.. oh by the way, he met my parents!! sweat... i was freak out...


then we continued our journey to cameron. we arrived very late at Tapah and it was raining. since its kinda dangerous cause its dark and the road is winding. it took us almost 3hours to reach Tanah Rata. luckily we get to check in our apartment immediately cause its freezingly cold!! and the floor was like ice!! we had steamboat as dinner. its was nice to eat something hot and spicy while we feeling so cold. next i went back to the room and started studying for muet!! sob sob.. study while holidaying.
k la then the stories continue with next day visiting farms and i bought some strawberries and maize for my friends. and i saw this fruit which they called crystal guava. it was in luminous green and tasted like honey that sweet. well i brought it since the seller insisted there is no colouring and seasoning. guess what!! later i found out the fruit actually its poisonous due to the colouring. omg!! they are so wicked!! its in the rubbish bin now. the next day was not cold anymore and i sweat actually while standing under the sun.

hmmm... signs of global warming huh.. our fault..


i think thats all for now..
anyway dear, its really nice to see u again. look forward to see you in december.

i'm back...

finally after a few weeks of break, i am back blogging.. i don understand why i am blogging at this hour, as you know i am having exam on 2mr (6th nov) and now i am suppose to search for some infomation for tomorrow's speaking paper, but right now i am in pc lab blogging instead.
k next question i gonna ask is what should i blog about.. actually there really nothing up and life is as busy as usual.. so i think i wanna crap about some of my boring life for the last few days.
since last friday i was busy for kolukium.. don ask me what is that cause me myself even though i am the jawatankuasa but i serious don know wats going on for that 3days.. i only know its a very big event as a state level event, even JPNJ Pengarah was also here on the third day. about 200 hundred students from all over Johor turned up for this event. guess what, i met Durga Devi here. erm she is one of the sparker from spark! and i cant regconise her till when she stare at me straight in the face only i realize who is she. sorry girl! i know my memory always fail me..
k the story started on friday. actually i was very bored and feeling emo that day.. and by afternoon i already reached the lowest point due to the damn bloody hot weather!! worst of all some creature who can never ever keep its mouth shut and likes to talk without sense really irritates me!!! please la i wish i can knock some sense into its useless brain to wake her up.. talks like a baby without passing through her brain! i was so tired out by her til i manage to escape to my gang.. phew~~ relax... hmmm... but i continue to emo til i sleep.. hehe.. marcus Tan, u can continue to feel guilty...
the 2nd day we went to school and lots of crappy stuff happened.. don know what the hell our school teachers were doing.. damn useless.. because of them, we were sc0lded by some teachers from other schools.. so xia xuei... haiz!! not our fault!!!
3rd day i went to school in baju kurung. its my 1st time wearing it and i think its cool and pretty. i think i gonna get one soon!! hehe.. i am part of the protokol holding the bunga telur emas.. later i went to church in my baju kurung, and yea i gets attentions for wearing that.. haha.. but Jared jz give me dat kinda face**eliza what are you doing?? omg**... ouch!! it hurts my feelings.. but nvm Jared i still likes you even though you are so wicked!!
we have monday off as headmaster promised us. Then i was busy preparing for my muet exam.

well i think the only good news i have currently is i am going holidays on this thursday and friday. i'm going to cameron highlands and of course dropping by kl.. *winkss*. i hope i remember to buy my pills before i left for the trip or else i wil sure suffer badly... but all my friends are scolding me for going this trip.. cause on wednesday and saturday i'm having muet exam. and yet i'm going holidays on thursday and friday. worst still i'm having prefect's mp on saturday afternoon.haiz............... another busy day... i wanna have a rest la.........

k la
dats all..

SCRAM OFF!!!

i really dislike the way u act!!
GET OUT OF MY WAY, YOU INTRUDER!!!

GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY BUSINESS!!

IT GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU NOW!!!

U HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO IZIT??

GO STUDY LA EXAM IS COMING!!!

STOP MINDING MY MATTERS!

happie Biedae

HappY Birthday, joyce!!!
21th oct. joyce's bday. we went out to celebrate her bday. it was very impromto and last minute. its also a suprise for her. we celebrated with her at Delikateza and also we bought a cake for her. photos i posted in friendster. view there if u want to. we have a really great time. tomyam mee special and speghati!! soursup smoothies and latte! love it!!

zzz.... never ending tiredness...

16th thursday

i arrived in kl.. heavy downpour. i stood at Hang Tuah Lrt station waited for my brother. so wet! suddenly i realize i was wearing my cursed white long pants. every time i wear that pants sure heavy rain which can flood.finally my bro arrive then we went for dinner.
don understand why he must walk so fast. in the end i got blister on my toes. stupid new shoe.
at night i went to carrefour to get my m2 memory card. its not any cheaper anyway.
and try to get a pair of walking shoe, but just cant find any suitable one.
later my bro jio me to yam cha with him. weird feelings to yamcha with brother but i still went.

17th friday

haha. i guess a lot of u already knew what happened on that day..
if still don't know then view Marcus's blog. my-unlucky-hair-day.blogspot.com. he gave a pretty good account of it except the buying shoe part. i think maybe he want to save my air muka so he leave it out on purpose. ok. as all my friends know i have really have big problem at buying things. in the end we walked for about 45mins without buying a single pair of shoe. well i am really embarrassed and decided to heed his advice to get a pair of flip flop. yea short skirt with flip flop. you can laugh all you want. but thank god its flip flop. because by the time i bought it, i already had five blister on my toes.. blister with fluid inside.. DAMN PAINFULL!!!

18th saturday

woke up very early to get ready for my cousin's wedding tea ceremony. dress up nicely and set off.. saw their wedding photo and video. their photos were taken in Melbourne, Sidney, by a famous photographer. very modern and artistic!!
later after the luncheon i went to Ikea.
my dad wants to buy furniture. i was so bored!! nothing for me to do and yet i had to walk and walk and walk... i was so damn tired out and yawning all the way. luckily
he was there to sms wit me all the time.
later when i getting ready for the dinner i realize i dint bring the ribbon for my dress. damn it!
next i burst one of the blister accidentally. damn it!
then i lost my lip gloss. damn it!
can you imaging when i was tired out by the boring shopping in Ikea and landed with all this nonsense, i was so angry and so pek cek!!!

19th sunday

finally i get to sleep slightly later.
my bro's gf came and brought us out for breakfast! fish head bee hoon at Jalan Ipoh. nice!!~
then we went to Ikea again to do the real shopping.(my mom wasn't there on sat).
finally they bought a 5 drawers cupboard, a foldable dining table and 4 chairs!
and me???
a pair of shoe from Vincci in Padini Concept Store at The Curve.
later we went for crabs at damansara. nice!!! fried with salted egg yolk!! SYOK!!
we set off for Muar around 8pm. raining heavily again. its kinda dangerous to drive on highway cause only about 100m visible. suddenly my dad pointed out to me. hey gal u are wearing your white panrs again!! ISHHHHH.... so scary!! cause that time i came back from kl from SPARK! i also wearing this white pants and its was raining so heavily that there a minor flood in muar..

dats all for now. byez


p/s:
i guess this trip will be so memorable for me.. isn't it dear??

17th i shall remember you..

Hi everyone!Guess what today's 17 and i just came home actually after a day's outing with you-know-who.haha!Anyway i'm super tired now but on the same time,i'm happy and nothing beats today seriously.Today rocks harder than striking 4D.haha!
Anyway i will update about it maybe tomorrow or the day after that.
( i copy paste this from his blog. i'm too tired to blog now)..

haiz so sienz........

really so bored now...
dont even noe what to blog about...

TOP 5 GIRLS

1. PATTY SIA- my honey... i reali like her cuz she is cute and damn nice to hug...

2. ANGIE GAN- my darling.. my best friend who has totally opposite character from me... we use to be enemies but end up best friend now..

3. XIAO LAN- my black market mistress.. cant expose who is she so i din use her real name.. konon nya la..(cuz she very ah mah).. haha.. she is so mature.. TOO mature... haha

4. LI HUI- my girlfren..fun and cute.. never know hy we will end up as really close friends eventhough we only noe each other for 2years..

5. RACHEL- my pretty monster... she has a figure like model. damn tall... the best thing i like
about her is her character.. she is so friendly and useless....

6.TENG HEONG-...... I know i only mention top 5, but i really cant miss her out.. hey dude! look out for her... she is damn hot and sexy....

didi da didi da

today is Wednesday!!!!

hehe. happy and sad day!

happy is because today is Wednesday- 2 days countdown to 17th. for readers info 17th is an important day to make some announcement about my status officially. i'm going jalan jalan in kl. hehe. i will let my host decide where he will bring me!! i just gonna enjoy the day. hmmm wonder how will it be. hehe. just told him y he so excited about it but yet i'm excited over here also. hehe. hmmmm. medium size m. junior. haha. I'm so excited about having it... yea i miss m.junoir more then you!!!

sad is because of my results...
i think i gonna fail every every paper and this feeling really really suckxxxxxxx!!!!!!
damn it. so regret. maybe i should had gone into arts or college in the first place.
why on earth i choose f6 science!! stupid. but other then study's stress, f6 is great! haiz i don wan to admit defeat at this moment. i want to push myself further beyond my limit. i didn't work hard enough for this time. i regreted.

i wanna be a nerd from now on!!

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8pm.
pp cafe
i announced it to my frens.
shocking and suprising news to them.

1 of them stunt till cant react. totally speechless. she really cant believe what i had just said. even when i get back home i receive a msg from her
<>
briefly this is the message. haha i really stunt her.

1 of them thinks dat i'm just kidding. expecting me to say i'm just kidding when we gonna go back time. she din take it seriously till she confirm and confirm again. only then she congrats me.

1 of them already knows it. no story.

1 of them when i whispered that news to her. she is also bising bising. she says i din tell her earlier on. i cheated her i admit. but i hinted her more den once dy. just admit it you are slow!!!

1 of them terus bising bising den congrats me.

1 of them busy sms-ing. so she just say good la good la.
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they dig alot of info out of me..
hehe
wanna know what news?
i'm a girl and i'm straight.

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dats all.

HE-3

don know wat u thinkin now....
if reali wanna give up...i will be sad.. ya i will.......

HE-2

here is the 2nd post..
so u now know how i think about u dy...
so should i???
besides dat... i wanna let u know that i am slow at expressing myself... and i don show my feelings out rite let everybody know... u might think u know cuz i am so sanguine, expression is all over my face.. u are wrong.. i do keep feeling inside of my heart.... so wat u think now???
u sure u know me well enough??
but let me tell u.. i know you...heheheheehe
watch out....

HE

well dis is wat u ask for.... k den i start writing dy..

i never thought we will end up this way...

when u first told me i was seriously shocked. u said u hinted me but sorry.. i never realize. actually why u will know your feelings so fast... its just more then a month since we know each other..... besides sms and msn... nothing else bring us together... thats all...and yet u are telling me this..
i have the doubt feelings here... ya.. its there... should i believe u???

i realize.. i admit felt the same way.... but i don dare to face you... not your problem... but its in me...u know the story dy so i not gonna repeat over here...

so lets wait see how it goes.....

countdown

1week to final exam....
its raya holidays... but i don think it will be a relaxing holiday...
sob sob sob....
looking forward after exaM...
wanna go jalan jalan....
oooo.....
kl here i come... plz don let muet crash with my cameron trip...........
haha.... i love holidays!!!!

sudden thoughts

i jz read plenty of people's blog today...
i realised i am reali bad at writting..
even at this moment i ran out of words dy...

last post for this term....

finally i am blogging again...
life had been so buzy i believe my lifespan had shorten by 10%.. But i enjoying my sucking form6 life very much...so buzy everyday that i barely got a chance to sleep peacefully...

plenty of unfinish assignment, essay, exercises stacking up on my homework list..
final exam is coming in 5weeks time.. everyday joyce will nag how many how many pages we must study.. 1++ pages for only 2 chapters for bio.. we have 7 chapters to study 4 final... blah blah blah... tuition hw never ending.. everytime mr lim cheng han ask me how am i, i got this chilling cold feeling down my spine...(he is my maths tt teacher).. everytime i sure kena from him.. haiz.. being poor in maths in his class always have his attention... nvm i will prove to him...

Spark! was a great event... i love it.. get to know plenty of new friends.. especially my roommate, MARINA!!! i love u!! she is as crazy as me... haha... and dancing team rocks!! we dance for life!!!!

recently i had a crush on badminton.. indulge in it.. hehe... innocently was labelled as crazy jz because i ask my fren out so sudden at wednesday afternoon jz to play badminton when everybody was about to nap.. in the end 3crazy frens turn up.. it proves that i am not the only crazy one!!! haha..

i think its time i shud be studying dy... last i never study for exams, not even for spm.. no wonder i nvr score.. i want to study this time.. so mayb i wun blog for the time being.. unless i have the urge to do so.. haha.. k dude stop telling me that my blog can close shop dy.. i am posting something now... haha..

ciaoz..

p/s: btw i will post SPARK! photos in friendster and facebook. or just tell me i will email them to you..

blog entry for SPARK! (2)

here is the second part of the answers for the questions....

Well the thing that caught my attention ever since I was young is my talent. I knew that my passion is talking. So somehow my character is very people-orientated. I can mix with stranger easily and trying to talk to them. So around 16years old, after getting my parents permission I started to work part time. Throughout past 2years I had gained different working experience at different places during holidays. I had worked in fast food outlets, shops, and shopping mart as promoter. My job at certain times required me to hit the target set by my boss. I am proud to say that I never let my boss down. Somehow through the experiences I had, I love doing business. Persuading customer to buy my product and convincing them that mine is better, I enjoyed doing so. To vary my experiences, I had organized events like mini concert or Christmas celebration. From the preparation to the day of event itself, everything required responsibilities and effort. The pressure and tension while dealing with hiccups along the way was a kind of training to make you more mature, in the sense like handling relationship among people, self control while facing stress. I am a sanguine and at the same time I am choleric too. Therefore I think my optimistic and cheerful character had helped me a lot. A choleric character of being able of organizing and giving out order must have been trained when I was a prefect. After looking at the sales report or the event was successfully held, I have the satisfaction. To be more accurate, I enjoy the fruit of hard work I did thought of getting into the field of business. In fact after SPM, I was offered scholarship Diploma of business in INTI College SJ under Sin Chew Scholarship. But I rejected the offer after serious consideration. I am now in form six instead. Form six is the period of time where u still can enjoy school life but people treating you as an adult. I believe through these experiences it will make me tougher and more ready to face this cruel world as the world is always eliminating the weaker ones.

Where do I see myself in 15years huh??

Obvious i hope I am still on this earth……….. I will be doing very well in my career since I will be around 33 years old, at least I must finish my education and doing a job with good prospective. I believe I can achieve whatever I want to and do amazing job!

blog entry for SPARK! (1)

ok here it goes for all the answers i have for the question...

first when i saw the first question i was totally BLANK..
WHAT! ALTER EGO~~
then of course i asked my teacher what is this alter ego meant..(teacher Mrs Soh was with us while we registered for SPARK!, actually she is the one who introduced us about this event. thanks a bunch for her.) She gave me a good explanation for it. Second personality-like super heroes..
Fuiyoh! well then i must say that i am "the mask". I appeared a very strong character in front of everyone. As long as i am willing to something, i am able to do a perfect job and i can get it done very fast. Of course that is my NORMAL ego appeared to my friends. But, actually i am a super lazy bum. i can sleep non stop for a few days, i can just lie down on my bed doing nothing except day-dreaming for hours. my stuff in the cupboard can be in extreme chaos till i can't even bear to open the door( because all my things will fall out the moment i open). But surprisingly not much people knew about this except my dear parents.

hmmm.... what makes me??
Well, as you had learn in science, human started off from the very basic "cell". for example, blood, lymph, epidermal cells, muscle, bones, etc... then we have tissues, organ, system, then lastly we formed a complex organism.lets get deeper, DNA is form by 3billion 4-alphabets..... ok enough for the craps... Lets get serious! well i think religion and parental guidance make me stand out than the others. first of all i came from a Christian background where we attend to church every Sunday. Religious teaching is very different from what we learn in school or moral education. Having a firm religious background, we are strong in our spiritual aspect. I believe every religion in our country teaches us how to be a good person and how we can contribute to people around us. Secondly is my parents. I respect my parents because they always know what is best for me. (even though sometimes i really get very annoyed and exasperate by their decisions) My parents are very open minded and they do discuss with me about all the matters happening in the family and everything else. But somehow they are very firm with their standard for letting me to have my way. Well friends also play a big part in my life. I am very thankful that all my friends are very sincere and kind. I had met people backstabbing me but thank god they aren't my best friend.
Instead i had learn a precious lesson from it.

I will pick red colour to represent me because i think red is nice. red is a very passionate colour and full of life! It is full of energy and it brings power to it. don't believe me? try use some red paint and splash it on a white paper! amazing effect.. feel it!!

I am very artistic person. i like to express myself through my expression and movement. i love drama. movement of body can really get the meaning through faster than words. i am not very talented in music but i am passionate about it. I play piano and guitar on my free time. I am learning drum. Each instrument are not easy. It requires plenty of effort and patience. i do paint once in a blue moon when i am feeling extremely good because my family are talented in painting and they often critised my painting (they cant understand what i am doing with the colours),which hurts me a lot.. sob sob.. but i am painting an abstract painting which suppose had no fixed meanings! but i just don't care. It just an interest. Besides being artistic but not talented, i am talented in another area, talking. Sometimes i find it easier to speak to a whole group of stranger than to somebody whom i know unfamiliarly. Standing on stage never been an obstacle to me. Since primary,story telling, poem reciting, public speaking always had been my favourite activities. And being a prefect for past 5 years in secondary school, standing on stage and giving orders or carrying out my duties had trained me better.

best day ever..
i think i will say is the day that i was born. From the very begining i am already a winner!!! (the only sperm which get to fertilize the ovum). My parents had been waiting this day ever since that my mom carried me in her womb. I gets all the attention from the doctors and nurses while my dad waiting impatiently outside the deliver theater worrying about my mom and my safety. all my family members came to visit me as i am the youngest in the family. when i cry, they were so panick and worrying what's wrong with me? they worry whether am i hungry or not. let me ask you,
isn't its the best day ever??

if i am really that lucky to pick up the 50 bucks from the road, i will stand there for 10 minutes. if there is somebody came back looking for it, i will return the money. if not then very sorry, i will take it as a treat from God. yahoo!!
well i admit i am not that honest to send it the police..
would you??

update-ing my life for you

that is what i gonna write now.. i didn't blog ever since church camp.. actually i wanted to wait till get those pictures first but i really do not know who is having them.. we had some great shots... i really love them!!! jump shots at the beach... cannon ball at the swimming pools..

Christ ignitors ROCKZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!

we did plenty of crazy stuff and enjoyed ourself a lot!! on friday, 6th, we left at 8.00am.. we were really very punctual, a sister, esther, almost miss our bus. i do think this is a very good habit as being punctual. everybody was kinda quiet.. chatting softly.. pretty boring.. until when we reached Endau, i found out the sun was really very beautiful as i look from inside of the bus, with dark clouds and its sun ray.. i was amazed.. god's creation always stunned me by its beautifulness.. i then busy taking photos.. everybody had woke up and sis Ivy was very excited.. she starts singing through the microphone.. ermm well.. she sang a few "WELL-KNOWN" tunes like , .. hehehe.. our chinese cell's aunty Mei Chow also tbt, she also sang a chinese song, ermm... much better i think.. hehe.. we are really excited as we getting closer to the camp site.. everybody was cheering.. pretty dumb.. i do not understand why are we doing this, But i am doing that.. finally reached the place.. everyone loves it.. as we registering and taking our name tags from aunty Chin Loi.. we have our free time after lunch till nite service..well people like carol, oops not people.. is elephant.. straight away slept through the whole afternoon.. poor music.. we were stuck with setting up the pa system and the instrument.. and of course practicing for the worship session. all the musicians(we were all youths) really wondering who actually pick the theme song which was . well, you guys should know this is a quite tiresome song.. even though the meaning of the song is very great.. girls vocalist just can't sing it properly and u know what? the adults song leaders don't even know this song.. SWAT.. then we spend a lot of time trying to get the song right for the adults.. hehe quite fun actually.. especially seeing uncle Andrew trying to get it right.. haha.. fun! then we continue with practice session with sis Esther.. same problem but worst for girl with that song..
till around 5pm, we finally can get off and went for the beach!! a BEACH facing south china sea.. wide and endless.. i had a race with gajah along the beach.. very windy as we ran.. till the end we screamed and shouted like mad girls!! then the boys who were busy kicking the "beach-futsal" heard us from afar turned and looked at us as if we were from outer space.. hahaha... that all till after dinner, we had our first session. gosh.. i forget to introduce our invited speaker, (how can i forget such important thing), well.. he is pastor Bryan Tan from Singapore, tall and slim.. gentleman-looking guy, bilingual(which make our interpretor very confused.. haha..).......................till 2am we only slept.. we were telling ghost story.. real stories and make-up stories i not very sure.. but one thing i know for sure, the younger youths were freakout!!(they told me they can't sleep) muahahahaahaha.... it seems my stories sounds scary enough...


k la i wil stop here.. gtg now.. i will get back to the 2nd day soon.. promised..

Excitement..

excitement=happy. glad. rejoice

indeed.. this is the day i think i should be very very happy and i had been looking forward for this day since very long ago.. maybe you are wondering what am i talking about but those you had seen me before you should know what i had in my mouth..
METAL
haha.. ya ya.. is metal.. i think you guys can guess what is it by now..
thats right! is my braces.... i fixed my braces almost 2 years ago and today...
FINALLY I TOOK IT OFF!!
on Tuesday morning, 3rd of june 2008
i went to for my appointment with my dentist, i woke up very early to be prepared for this big day.. when i arrive the dentist had waited for me in the clinic since i am the first patient of the day.. i was really very very excited about the whole thing..
BUT
the first word came out of the dentist was, "well eliza look here, you see today we have problem here, i don't think we can take the braces off today, we might have to delay it to other time, noext month or something like that...................................
WHAT!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT..NO WAY!!
this is my first thought which came into my mind.. (reason was the receptionist only reserved half and hour for me but the whole process need about 1 hour, and his time was fully booked for the whole day).. then i plead the dentist no matter what today he must to something to my braces.. he must had seen the desperateness on my face.. finally he said.."ok well, or maybe we can do the upper part first.."
better then nothing right.. after he did the first part, he realized he can finish the lower part.. yahoo!! hip hip hurray!!
everything was done..
gosh.. my teeth felt so smooth!! i love it!!!
after the dentist took the mold of my teeth, i took a look at it.. so even.. haha.. after all the few thousands i spent on it worth it..
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............. MY TEETH ARE FREE FROM IMPRISONMENT!!
the first thing i did was messaged my best friend and showed off.. she just did her braces few months ago and still have a long long way to go.. she was so wordless.. haha.. i am just so wicked!!
after that i immediately went to renew my identity card, new picture for my ic with nice set of teeth...haha... (for the readers information just in case they don't know i just passed my 18 birthday, erhemmm... and i don't mind late wishes and PRESENTS)


my brother is also back from kl with my new MP3 player.. finally i can owned my own MP3 player, i did thought of getting a MP4, but what is the use of such a small screen, looking at it makes me even more tired.. my brother choose a black one for me.. he told me it looks very cool.. SAT.. but ermmm.. in my opinion after looking at it, well.. it is just ok.. ya.. ok..
but i don't really mind about it.. i just want a player.. its a samsung model.. quite a new model.. ok i think i will take a good care of it for quite something.. i think.. i will try my best... believe me.. (haha.. i don even believe myself..)

church camp is coming.. it tomorrow!!
6th June 2008
i am looking forward for this camp.. i believe god is going to do his mighty work among all the campers.. i pray for revival and refresh in our spiritual walk with god.. about 85 campers are joining this camp.. it is held in ROMPIN BEACH RESORTS, KUALA ROMPIN.. i think we gonna have lots of fun among the youth... haha.. i am coming up with plenty of stuff.. and tricks.. haha.. watch out guys!!

k la that all for this time. next time i will try to upload some pictures...

tired...

why i cant decide on my own life...
why you must force me to this and that..
i am really sick of everything you want me to do..
and you just cant shut up for a moment!!
i hate it..
no matter how well i had done u never care..
all i did was wrong..
all that i had to do is follow your wishes hundred percent!!
just shut up la!!!!!!
i hate you when you are around me..
you are making everybody miserable..
you think you are clever, smart and whatever hell shit you do is right!!
all your decisions are perfect!!
whatever goes wrong then you will say "didn't i told you before"..
damn it!!
if you are so clever why don you just stop it before it happens!!
i am really tired this time..
really very tired..
please stop nagging at me!!
you know why i kept quiet everytime???
because i cant stand you!!
i am flaring up inside..
i know i must control my temper and you knows my temper better than anyone else..
please.. please let me off...
i scare..
i scare..
one day when i can't take it anymore..
i might do something i will regret for my whole life..
so please..
leave me alone...

ps.. whoever had read this post please don ask me who i am saying about.. none of your business..

Miao.....

i was really piss off that day...
on monday morning, i had a date to play badminton wit my frens. before i left my house, i feed the stupid and idiotic cat, i even left the back door opened so that the stupid creature can go out and do her business in the sand pit. after 2 hours of game, i then came back..
and you know i saw in my kitchen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THATS RIGHT, IS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the stupid and stupid and stupid cat actually did her business in the kitchen!!!!
i suspected she ate something wrong, because her shit were all watery and undigested cat biscuit.
but i was really very very angry because i did left the door opened for her go out!!!!!
WHY SHE MUST DO IT IN THE KITCHEN!!!!!!!!
further more she turned her drinking container over and the water spilled all over the floor!!!!
first thing i did was screamed!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!
and that day i was very very tired because i just had my birthday party on sunday night.. i was exhausted after the game....
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS FORCE TO CLEANED THE SHIT!!!!!
i had no choice there was no one around at home except me...
YWEIKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.............
its DISGUSTING!!!!!!!
FINE! I DID ANYWAY!!
(here comes the climax)
as i was washing, the stupid creature came in and played with the water..
first time the water was dirty, so i chased it away....
second time the water was very soapy, so i chased it away again...
THIRD TIME, i really lost my temper then!!!!
i chased after it and pick her her up.........
and.........................
GAVE HER A HARD SMACKING ON HER HEAD!!!!!!
I WAS REALLY VERY MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for the whole day, she hid in my brother's room and not willing to come out at all...
ok i admit that i felt a bit of guilt, after all she is just an animal, she do not think like humans do..
so i went to sayang sayang her..
but she was kinda terrified of me.. haha.. i was really fierce i think...
for the whole night she hid here and there... scared and afraid...
at last, her owner is back... my bro was back with my dad...
and finally.....................................
she is back to NORMAL again...
PHEW................................................




here some pic of miao...

she is eye-ing a dragonfly ..


looking at me...............

ROTTING AWAY......

can you imaging???? everyday going to school but do nothing at all!!
...................................SIENZZZZZ.......................................
first of all, registration day.. i thought we can go back right after we registered, mana tahu they wanted us sit down and listen to ucapan!!! (for all student in Malaysia- i guess you know how boring all ucapan were in schools), and we had 3 ucapan!!
then for the next 3 days, we went to school everyday, sat in hall and chat.. by the third day we already ran out of topic.. anyway i think in the hall we were nosiest, and most 38 students..

on this Sunday, i decided to throw a birthday party, i didn't invite many people, just those who were really closed friends.. just a small gathering in my house..but the actual purpose is to have a gathering with all my friends before we really part...

i decided to stay at dato now.. too much of procedures to transfer.. i think anywhere is the same as long i am willing to work hard right..
k la thats all... ciaoz...

shopping!!

haha... a title which is catchy to all girls' eyes right????
sad case is i am doing the shopping for form six~~~~~!!!!
shoes... i don understand why black shoes doesn't look as nice as white ones..
white shirt... i try to look for the usual brand i bought last time, i found it but the quality had gone down.. economical problem again i think, save on the budget.. so i went to the shop next door and bought another brand..guess what?? the shirt smells like PAPAYA!! i quickly soaked and washed it immediately after i reached home..
skirt... gray color. super long..luckily that shop provide alter service..
socks..nothing much about that..
stationary... as usual..
i think i am done with school stuff.. i will get anything which i am lack of after i started my class.. i had totally no idea how form six will be..don't even know what books should i start preparing for classes..
should i transfer to high school?? is dato really not a good school?? why high school better??
but really very troublesome you know, to do the paperworks.. run here and there, see this principal and that...haizzzzzzz.... izit worth it???

unusual guest.... guess who...

today someone was sent to my house... guess who...
is my bro's CAT..
is a SHE cat, black, pretty big, doesn't mew(weird huh..i only heard once she mewed)...
her name is MEW..haha.. i wonder is it because we keep calling her mew and now she doesn't even bother to mew already..
and the whole day 3 of us just kept mew mew mew mew.. come here.. come here..mew mew mew..
actually MEW is my bro's pet in kl.. but he had gone for holidays so he sent her back to muar..my bro is really an animal freak!! his cat is really very well groomed.. and another thing you sure cant believe it.. he actually spent his pocket money to do some surgery for that cat(so she doesn't get pregnant).. well i guess she get all the attention from us..

whole night we had been looking around for her and play with her.. i had to admit that she is really a very cute creature.. i used to hate cats a lot.. they are sort of ego animal who think that themselves are very great..walks haughtily and think that as if they are their master' master!! but MEW makes me changed my mind about cats.. she is very tame and quite clever also.. and by evening she already adopt herself to the new surrounding..great.. happy for her...

when i have time i will take a picture of MEW and post it here.. thats all..

FREEDOM!!!!

GOOD NEWS!!

happy happy happy.... i am in a very very very good mood today... plenty of good reason let me do so!!not even a bad news from kementerian pendidikan can damp my mood(which is i get DATO where i gotta do my form6 and lots of transferring work gotta do.. haiz..)

k...

happy reason no 1: i finish my last part time job yesterday!! which mean no need to work anymore!!! i hate all my job.. even the pay is pretty good but they were damn boring.. stand whole day some more nothing to do ... now i can enjoy my life...

happy reason no 2: my dentist just told me that by next month i can take off my braces already!!!!!! thank lord!!! how i long for that news! 2nd of June, 4pm.. looking forward for that day.. hehe.. as if is my big day... oh ya.. don call me or msg me at that time because i will be unavailable!! oh ya, its also before my church's camp..means i can show off my nice set of teeth by then.. haha..

happy reason no 3: total in this year the money that i earned from part time job passed my expectation!! just a 17 days before CNY + 3days per week for 7 weeks = NICE SUM of SALARY

happy reason no 4: i had finally decided to let go of something which i had been doing for the passed few months.. its a hard decision to do.. but what i had been doing causes me to fall in the spiritual walk with god.. and i guess(not a guess, is a definite) i had make the right decision to stop this..

still have plenty of reasons.. but that doesn't concern about me personally(is about my family members) so i would just stop here.. but praise the lord for all the good things!!

finally i think... at least...

FINALLY!!!!!!
i mean i finally decided to create a blog... hmmm... wats makes me do that?? actually i'm not very sure also.. maybe pier pressure?? never thought pier pressure can works on this kinda stuff huh... actually i had 1 blogging site before this in friendster but its like an abandoned site.. poor thing.. only 3 posts i think.. kinda childish stuff also..and now i had created another blog.. what should i do about it???? give me some ideas.. leave a comment also can.. but i guess i gonna crap plenty in this blog.. and maybe grumble+complain+nag... scary huh!! haha.. just maybe... i think i will give plenty of my view instead...expressing myself.. sounds nice ya.. great.. settled then!!