SO much more to GO

You read me inside out, and understand me more profoundly than anybody else. I let you slip out of my control and oppress my wounded heart from seizure. That day, I had decided to put you down. Confessing my sin is the best heart treatment that I ever got since that day. My heart turns red again.
She was pretty like a doll, attracts attentions and even attracts love. He came and took her heart away merciless just before the year ends. Say goodbye to those unnecessary.
New year new resolutions, one of those list which manage to bug you until you are done with them. I couldn't find the last year's, must had left it in church. Wonder how ambitious I were, again this year, I gonna write a new one.
1. Walk with God til the end, get myself fit into a church, serve him.
2. Pay more attentions to my parents, stop making them worry.
3. Put in more efforts to keep in touch with those who are far from me, I know I'm the lansi one.
4. Contain it, nurture it, get ready for something I'm not good at but willing to love.
5. Yes, violin and french, both of you still making me nuts.
6. As usual, diet and slim down until I can wear a bikini, and make guys nose bleed.
7. Save enough money for my trips and NZ.
8. Eat healthily and get rid of my annoying allergy.
9. Create a new shopping list ASAP.
Ya, I know the last one indeed is the highlight of the whole list.

Chinese New Year is coming and there is so much to look forward to this year because practically my sem break drops on this festive season and I've got the whole month off. Say hooray to it! Thinking of getting manicure but thoughts of so much of washing and cleaning need to be done before CNY put me off immediately because nothing would be left on my nails after Da Shao Chu. Oh ya, I need to have a pair of new shoe. Money money money, its the rich man's world..

I can look good in baju melayu too.