Wednesday, June 24, 2009

bored

FORM SIX SUCKS!
i don't understand why i'm feeling so bored now.. tomorrow having open day. i feel so bad. haiz poor result really sucks!! spending all those hours doing maths ended up maths is the worst of all. things get worse when your parents doesn't understand it. they all care about A's and never even cross their minds that i really worked hard all this while. why should i get penalised for somebody's failure? doesn't mean that we come from the womb and we will be exactly the same and fail this and that. listen up! i am not him! don always compare and take things will ended up the same for me as for him! i'm fed up with all this.i know getting bad result its my own fault but understand the condition! things are not that easy. dont take it as if i can scored everything. if i'm that good, i could hav done better. give me some space!!! i need to breathe!! you all just don't get it, don't you?? wtf... i want to do well too! i want to go overseas and further my studies too! doesn't mean that i hav a boyfriend and i will lose my concentration. not everybody is like this!! i told you many times that i'm not him. you never learn to trust me.. i really hate you when you ask me those stupid question that showed that you doesn't trust me at all!!
and whats the problem with you?? you knew all this while i hate some topis that you mentioned.. can you just respect me?? i reali want you.. but it wouldn't work out right if things carry on like this. i admit i do things that you don't like and you always give in to me.. i'm really sorry but i'm trying my best, can you try your best too?

Friday, June 05, 2009

I'm ALIVE!!

when typing this title. reminds me of david cook.. he sang that during his competition.. but his recent performance in american idol reali touches many hearts.

ok fine back to myself. 5 days of my precious holiday had passed and guess wat? i didn't even yet touch a book. Great i actuallt planned to do some revision but i'm kinda "busy". yea busy going out with friends and stuff like this. since last friday till today is first day i'm at home didn't go out at all.
friday
i went to attend huiwoon sister's wedding buffet then we decided to catch a movie. we reached cinema late due to reenu had to fetch plenty of humans including me. we can only watched alien vs monster.i almost fell asleep at the end. typical hero movie, little mighty saving the universe. don know why newspaper gave them 3 star rating.. hmmmmm..
later we had a drink at a near by cafe. rachel , angie and i were kinda neglected cuz two of our friends were talking to their own bf.haiz sad sad sad....

saturday
i though of sleeping late. well i did but then i receied a msg from cheryl "hey gal, want to go gia gia??" well i immediately replied and next minute i'm out shopping with her. i managed to get a pants and a blouse for my mom.

sunday
i had tuition extra class and i slept whole day.

monday
i had my lunch with my buddy liwei and chatted for quite awhile.night i went to watch movie again with my parents. Night at the museum 2. well i sat between my parents, guess wat i caught both of them dozing off!!! haha.. unbelievable right?? comedy but they are dozing off! haha..hmmm interesting...

tuesday
badminton session with my gang and also adrian and that little kid. don reali know his name. it was fun cause adrian didn't torture me!:) he like to make me run. psycho.... but anyhow i was his partner that day. but still unluckily i became his shuttlecock's aim. he smashed and right it landed on me..haiz.. jz a blue black on my arm but i managed to make him feel guilty.. muahahahaha....

wednesday
nothing much going on except that my sweet sweet Mr Lim was quite kind that day. he jz critic my way of doing maths is nothing but just Rubbish~~ (with his hand doing the wave)..
i think i'm quite used to him dy so i dont feel anything... or shud i???
night my fren pick me up for limteh but turn up only both of us going so we decided to gave our friends a suprise visit after a drink at mamak stall.. stay out til 12 den went back with an unfulfiled heart..
haiz thought can meet my youth..

thursday
happy day!!!!
i went to melaka with my darlings and dears.adrian agreed to fetch us and poor thing he is. whole day nothing much to do except hanging around while we girls shop.i think his only happy hour is movie hours. yup i watch movie again. 17 Again. zac. they are crazy over him now. but i thought he looks abit weird.. suprisingly i didn't buy anything on this trip!!! yea i'm telling the truth. i didn't buy anything. believe me
well two new heroes were born yesterday. wildboarman and pigwoman.their identities are secrets and sorry i can't tell. haha.

friday
its friday again and its today...
whole day sitting in front of my pc on9-ing.. soon i will become like marcus if i continues like this....

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