我喜欢kam东西。

Errrrr听起来有点猥亵，但是我是个天真的姑娘，真的我只是单纯得喜欢把东西放进嘴里kam一下。就像汤匙，手指，就算是杯，我也喜欢kam。。就是看到还有一点也kam！好像今天泡milo酱，有点粉粘在包装上（应为粉遇到热气，湿掉了），我就kam一下，感觉挺好的。。还有吃东西用到手，我也喜欢kam一下。。不知道kfc要不要请我当代言人？？想钱想疯了。。讲到kfc不懂有没有人想要吃？我想很久了。。每次有机会吃的时候，就被朋友反对！你们常吃，我不常吃嘛。。但是减肥也不应该吃炸的。。

话说回来，开学了，新年新希望新期待新感觉！操，功课超多，又是我看不会的physical chem, 哎要用功了。errr organic 看起来也是很麻烦一下，变东变西的，CNNND。。大家看起来都很忙。。有camp有fac night，但是我都不去。自作孽！才来这里hiam当hiam赛。。complain生活没乐趣！没乐趣就学人家一天update几个post，还update status来flood我的newsfeed。。哈！我没有讲是你！别自己fit进来。。

还有，我每天都罢吃！就是所谓的hunger strike啦。。mogok mogok!!搞到西街小姐也学我搞mogok！害到颗粒小姐没人陪她吃饭。。人家没钱买新年衣。就要穿旧衣，可是好像肥了很多。。恐怕塞不进去谓。。但是我又不要买新衣！！浪费浪费！！只能过到初三，初四就回来了。。没乐趣！！

我发觉到我有点极端，看橱里的衣服都很dull。。不是黑就灰，不然就来个褐色。。鲜艳的好像没几件。但是在宿舍的就还好。。果然人真的不可judge他的外表，是可以变来变去的。。
跟我看到的人也是一样，变来变去，在这个人面前就变这样，在那个人面前就便那样，变到我看到头晕晕。。。重点受害者好像也会变。。还是他太傻。。 看不出人在变。。不过也不关我的事，就让他去吧。。

好哟
就说点最近八卦，我想闹分手！！那个禮蘭越来越不像话！！不讲了。。憋！

For you, my precious one.

Sorry dear for not listening to you, I know I must had disappointed you if you knew about what I had done last summer. I'm sorry. I choose to stay in my dreams even though I knew it isn't reality. But Hurts and Pains aint hot and sexayy anymore. I rather be numb by my own silly and irrationality for once. Thanks for being there and listened to my craps. I will get over it when I'm ready. Perhaps you might judge me and disapprove of my behaviour, but then again, I promised you I will get over it when the time is right. You might say this is running away and asked me stop being a coward, sorry dear, not now. I love you and you will always in my heart. I might had to leave you for some time but i swear nothing gonna change my love for you. And I wanna tell you that my world is wonderful with you.

Threads of thoughts

dear Dear,
                 I have decided to stop telling you that I miss you till I stop missing you. New year new resolution, thats part of it.

                                                                                                                   Love,
                                                                                                                   Heart of mine

晴天

我终不能一直在原地兜圈圈吧。。。
期待逛街，看电影，甚至是购物，就算是日常用品。。
熟悉的走廊，电影院，就连公共厕所。。
我不再兜圈圈了。。

Just an Unexpected Event

A few hours ago, Jason gave me a buzz and off we went to melacca with jun haw. I still accepted his invitation even though that I'm going to melacca tomorrow morning. So we had our dinner and movie. Interestingly Jason brought us for a makan angin in melacca town! Oh My freaking Holy Cow Shit!! I was such a Superb Noob!! I always thought that Melacca town is all about Mahkota Parade and Dataran Pahlawan!! Mahkota Dataran Mahkota dataran mahkota dataran mahkota dataran mahkota dataran mahkota dataran... errr jonker perhaps but not my cup of tea.. oh ya.. and Aeon Jusco near the bus terminal..

He drove us to the other part of town which is like a few streets away only, and there I go

WOW~~WAH~~~LOOK AT THAT BUILDING~~ CAN WE STOP AND TAKE A PICTURE...

And Jason goes

 JUN HAW LOOK AT YOUR SUA GU FRIEND BEHIND~~~

SHE HAVEN CLOSE HER JAWS YET~~

ok seriously I thinks that I'm a noob! For I have totally no idea about the awesome thing just a few streets away from mahkota dataran. WTF..those very nice very nice old old building.. and those tiny Chinese superstitious cravings on the wall.. and those myth creatures!! And do you know why Chinese like to paint their roof red?? According to Jasonpedia, Chinese believes that (in the olden days they don't have that truck that goes EEEOOO EEEEOOOO, the fire engine) and fire wouldn't burn their house because red flames do not burn the same colour.wtf.

I'm a ABSOLUTELY OUTRAGES FREAKING NOOB!! 

p/s: Now I have more reasons to go melacca.. *winks*

heyyo!!

Ok now I had been telling myself that I shouldn't add anymore emo post to my collection, no more emo emo stuff that can make my readers felt depressed and worst making myself felt the same thing too.

So yesterday I tried to blog about life, sounds pretty ok to me myself. And today, while i staring at the screen looking for some inspiration to blog oki admit that I'm just too free, I realised all the thoughts that I have is all so emo! oh wtf! So i don't care now! I gonna blog about my emo emo thing and you just shut up about. After all its my blog isnt in?? Memang blog is meant to be expressive and its normal for girls to be emo right, at least once a month.

You know what, recently I had discussed this topic with my friend, a girl of course, we reached to the conclusion that indeed girls do emo at least once a month, and sad to say, we experienced the same thing. SOBS!!!! I once doesn't believe in this and told myself that emotions can be control and affected by daily activities but not THE BIG M. And now sad to say, Yes Big M can affect my feeling too! GrrrrrRRRRRR back off k!! PMS is always bad for other people!

Back to my topic of emo-ness, i finding my life serious sucks for just beiing at home everyday. I cant stand loneliness man! I need activities to keep me busy. Yes busy! Yet I'm a noob that have a weak mind and body. urgh.. I hate it when i lost my determination and consistency of passion for stuff in my life.

seriously I think that i'm shallow at times when I'm bothered by what hairstyle I should have. Since we are at this topic, hehe.. any recommendation?
remeber once i still had my black hair?

its way way shorter then

then it became longer..

it took some time to grow..

then it became long and straight

then i went to perm it!! now its loose and wavy..

 alright I know that pretty much of camwhoring. but my hair take ages to grow, its like 2-3 inches for half a year. wtf.  so I'm thinking of going way back to short hair again now.. ok thats Vainity..

And shopping! I need some shopping to ease my heart. Shit i'm becoming those Typical Vain Pot! I want to shop! I want a new camera, mine was broken like 2 years ago. Saw my friend's ..errrr XC's.. its pretty cool with the dual view.






Samsung Dualview ST600 or ST100
The ST600 and ST100 both feature a 14.2 Megapixel sensor, dual image stabilization (optical + digital), ISO up to 3200, Smart Auto mode, Smart Face Recognition, Smart Gesture UI , One Touch Shooting, Beauty Shot and built-in image editing function. The ST600 comes with a 27mm wide angle lens with 5x optical zoom while the ST100 gets an internal lens with 5x optical zoom

Anyway I just want a camera.. I had stop taking pictures and now I cant take picture nicely anymore. errr you know lah angle lah lighting lah all counts for a nice picture!

So anybody wants to give me a late christmas present??? or even New Year pressie???

  

 Speaking of shallowness.. I have almost quit the habit of reading recently.. so any book for recommendation???

 

Btw I'm sooooooo looking forward for a trip to melacca!! Tomorrow please come faster!!







Rotting Away

Hi guys, i'm still here rotting off myself in Muar. Well eventhough my life was pretty busy but I guessed sleeping took half of my days in muar.
As I had recover from my Trinity of Flu(yeah thats what my friend called it, the Cough, Running nose and last but not least Fever)wtf.. There is this dizzy spells going on everyday. Its like having car sick all day long and feel like puking after you have your stomach full. This really sucks and the only way to get away from this dizzy thing is to sleep. so I spent day as usual, busy in and out for christmas in church, meeting up with freaking old friends like Mr Jason and Mr kevin, and of course my ex classmates.. hmmm.. I miss my monkey friend! lol.. then rest of the time I sleep. Yes I slept early every night and stil nap in the afternoon. I almost becoming a real pig. Thanks to this dizziness, I missed my caroling with the church team, I cant drive to Melacca to have fun, at least shopping huh.. I almost thought I'm pregnant, wtf, where I dont even have a boyfriend now. And worst, after the celebration in church, that night I woke up at 4am in the middle of night and vomited all my dinner out twice, and went back to sleep after brushing my teeth again. Next day nothing happen as though the incident was just dream. My body is getting out of my Control!! GRRRRRrrrrrrrrr.....

well I shall upload some pictures of us after celebration, we went to moli to have a drink.

thats Jared with me.. Yeah wonderful friend in youth..

Justin, craziest kiddo.. One thing good about him, is he always let me bully him..

Jie mui in church, my crazy partner!

ening is pretty quiet and decent, so i gonna leave her out on "crazy" this term!

this is the only christmas tree I saw on christmas, well of course since I only went to church and Moli

all of us I'm sure we had our blessed christmas, well not to forget actually is actually Jesus birthday!!

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Jesus

Happy birthday to You!!

I wondered how you spent your christmas instead??? I miss you dearly.. but as I had promised myself, I will stay happy all the time.. I just want happiness, love, joy for this season.