Working Days

amazingly i'm one of them who found a job so early even before i finish my exam, thanks to my bro and mom who found this job for me. it got a good basic salary and incentives which is enough to cover all my expenses. actually this is not the first time i working part time so i really got nothing to prepare in the first place. i went to work quite relaxing and i realised that this job is really cool!! besides working by promoting my products in the shop, basically i just pass my time by playing with my colleagues including my manager. there is only four of us in the shop but all of them including me, are all crazy and nuts. we passed time by playing games and work out with all those equipments. losers need to do double which normally the winner has to do only 100rep. haha its really fun to see anybody gets so exhausted. our muscles were so painful and the next day its the best time to poke them. haha ok i know i sounds physcho but its really very fun.. now everyday i drag my tired and painful body back home, everyday all i wish is to get more sleep!!! but it seems impossible!! even my off days are all full of errands!! sweat.....

weeks had pass and i don't got time to meet other friends and worse!! i start missing my school days now!! wtf.. i actually miss exams......... i mean i miss those hectic days which i need to spend all my time on studying. working days are so meaningless. but at the same time i wan some really resting days!!!

oh ya by the way CNY is coming soon and i'm over spending!! damn.. haha but shopping is always so so fun!!!valentines is near too but i'm back to single again. i never spend valentines with anybody before also, so it makes no differences right??? haha..

Jingle Bells.. its CHRISTMAS again..

wow wow wow!!! its christmas time!! fuiyo i love every every single minute i have ever since finish stpm!! as usual if you know me well, my holidays are definitely busier then my schooling days. from 10th of dec till now i haven got a day break, goodness i'm tired actually, but plans just came without much warnings. i went to melacca a dozen of times thanks to my fren to watch movie and eat of course. movies were great.. AVATAR 3D is really good. erhem.. please do not bet with anybody if you are as scatterbrain as me, and never agree to terms like "you do whatever i say"... damn.. no further comments on what happen next..

my bro kindly invited me to his house for a few days stay which was splendid, we went shopping non stop while he waited patiently, we went for crabs, and other delicious food.. haha.. i hope he enjoys his trip to taiwan(he is right there while i'm blogging this).

by the way, i'm so happy that i received christmas present this year!! yahooo... my mom is kinda funny if you want to put it that way, whatever she bought for me, she consider it as christmas presents *sweat*, but thats kind of her. my bro brought me to do facial which was his christmas present for mom and i. lihui and patty got me something too. i got another new bear!! i just named it PAPU.. ok here is the picture of everything..

those few accessories are from mom including the perfume *is she hinting me that i have BO?* necklace is from patty, the shirt is from lihui!!! thanks to you guys cause i really love it very much!! anyway i kept papu on my bed.. love you papu!!

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i just cant believe it!!everything its over just like this!! OMG OMG OMG!!! one and a half year efforts, one year of preparations, half year of realisation, 4 months on acceleration, 3 months of full speed and 1 month of non-stop attempts.. phew... everything just crumpled down on the day i finish my first paper! "£$%^&*#@ biology paper 2!!!every subjects!!! i'm afraid i cant control myself later if i continue on the list!! DAMN!

haiz actually there is nothing i can do now but wait for my result. received JPA letter few days ago reminding me to maintain my result above 4B or CPGA3.00 or else i cant continue on with their scholarship.. haiz...anyway life still goes on and i'm really looking forward to my uni life!! haha..eliza jia you!!!

PAST.GONE.LET GO.

it is now considered a past, a piece of memory or just an experience which i can't do anything more about it. its useless even for me to cry now, to scream at you now or spending efforts to bring everything back to perfect. cracks are visible no matter what unless i'm a piece of metal which can be melted by high temperature and reform. but are you hot enough for that?? i didn't even cried after that because i just lost my way on that path and had left that sadness some way behind me. is that better then keeping those grieves in my heart? i had learnt to accept the truth and told myself that its not the end of the world. trees and flowers still bloom every spring even i cry. i'm letting go......

hohoho

i'm getting out of hand!!

cant believe it i went shopping again!!em there was this warehouse sales for L'Oreal, Mabelline and Garnier going on in hotel pelangi on saturday and sunday. how can i miss it???

well we were quite early but the crowd there showed us that we are not early enough.i went with angie, yen lee, yu zhen, and chui lian. huhuhuhu.. the things there were dirt cheap!!! everything they sold , from facial products to makeups, hair products, nail polish... all the prices were being slashed at least 50%!!! can you believe it?? how can i let it go without satisfying my desires??

but the only product i bought was the L'Oreal's mascara Volume Shocking Exact Brush at the price of RM25 only!!! haha.. unbelievable right?? normal retail price is RM49.90.

this was the last one on the table and i managed to grab it before anybody else did it. yeah!!then i went on another mission is to search for a dress to wear for an upcoming event. anyhow i didn't bought any dress but something else... so typical of me.. always getting out of focus!! and most ridiculously i actually went to search my clothes in a offer tong. and i found it!!!


i found a long shirt which can be a dress or shirt at the price of RM20

cheap right for this piece??

then this is only for RM9.00

don't know why they sell it for so cheap, not bad huh..

now the last piece, be ready for the price.........

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ITS ONLY RM1.50!!!

yes this is the truth! you can drop your jaw!! drop it now!

i know it looks very plain and most probably i will only wear it for church because my mom always complain my skirts are too short for service.

k thats all.. i just cant control myself...

i'm tired

i had regretted for the things that i had done.

i'm not that great and great great great great as i thought i were.

i'm just a human created by God.

who am i compare to god's awesomeness?

i had regretted for not staying in god's path,

i had regretted for trying to depend on my own,

i had regretted for pretending who i am now,

i had regretted jumping in decision to early and making my choice without think far ahead,

i had regretted for not prepared for what i'm facing.

i had regretted for letting you taking the initiative and i accepted it,

i had regretted for not showing my concern,

i had regretted for not being sensitive enough,

i had regretted for allowing myself to indulge,

i had regretted for not stopping myself before actions,

i had regretted for the word that i had spoke to you..

there is so many things that i had regretted yet

the only thing i can do now is getting back to god's arm,

finding rest and peace,

seeking for wisdom and strength to finish my race in perfection.

Again

Finally!!!

i got my shoe!! i found it at CRISTRIS DIENA, one of the shops that i never take notice of and not to mention that i never heard of. but suprisingly it sells good quality shoes!! the varieties and the shoe's design are my cup of tea, and they have this service that help the customers to adjust the shoe's shape to fit the feets comfortably. i bet you sure gonna say HUH? WHATS THAT?? MAKING IT OUT OF SHAPE?? actually its like loosen the shoe and make it much more comfortable( something like you wear your shoe for some time and it gets comfortable). and the salesman there able to recommend you shoe that fits your feet better and make your feet looks better. there is something very embarrasing happen when i went to the shop last night. first i must say that the weather was super hot and there isn't any wind at all. so while i was looking for shoes, i perspired non stop and this guy passed me tissue. OMG its so embarrasing!! immediately my reaction to him is OH MY! ITS SO EMBARRASING, NEXT TIME I DON'T WANT TO SHOP AT YOUR SHOP DY LA!! HAHA.. he was so kind, he even asked me to sit down on the sofa and turn the aircon blowing at me!! sweat betul! later i still perspiring and this time he pass the whole pack of tissue to me!! and he asked me to just sit down and he will bring all the shoes for me to try on.. ***SWEAT LA***.

scale of 1 to 10

service: 10

types of shoe: 7

shoe quality: 7

display of shoe:5

shop condition:4(for no aircon all over the shop)

ok back to the shoe that i bought.
sometime ago i bought this pair of heels from one of the shops in wetex parade.
guess what?? after a walk of 1 km in that shoe i had SEVEN!!, read it carefully, its SEVEN blisters!!! on my feet!!! damn it! i had no choice but continue to wear the same shoe to shop in mid valley on my first date!! i really tbt then only i bought a flip flop to wear on that spot! CAN U IMAGINE HOW EMBARRASING WAS THAT IF THAT HAPPENS ON YOUR FIRST DATE??? the new shoe i bought was pretty similar to this.

this is the shoe that caused all those pain!!

this is the new shoe

well i guess this will stop my ranting for awhile for not being able to hav a new shoe..