update-ing my life for you

that is what i gonna write now.. i didn't blog ever since church camp.. actually i wanted to wait till get those pictures first but i really do not know who is having them.. we had some great shots... i really love them!!! jump shots at the beach... cannon ball at the swimming pools..

Christ ignitors ROCKZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!

we did plenty of crazy stuff and enjoyed ourself a lot!! on friday, 6th, we left at 8.00am.. we were really very punctual, a sister, esther, almost miss our bus. i do think this is a very good habit as being punctual. everybody was kinda quiet.. chatting softly.. pretty boring.. until when we reached Endau, i found out the sun was really very beautiful as i look from inside of the bus, with dark clouds and its sun ray.. i was amazed.. god's creation always stunned me by its beautifulness.. i then busy taking photos.. everybody had woke up and sis Ivy was very excited.. she starts singing through the microphone.. ermm well.. she sang a few "WELL-KNOWN" tunes like , .. hehehe.. our chinese cell's aunty Mei Chow also tbt, she also sang a chinese song, ermm... much better i think.. hehe.. we are really excited as we getting closer to the camp site.. everybody was cheering.. pretty dumb.. i do not understand why are we doing this, But i am doing that.. finally reached the place.. everyone loves it.. as we registering and taking our name tags from aunty Chin Loi.. we have our free time after lunch till nite service..well people like carol, oops not people.. is elephant.. straight away slept through the whole afternoon.. poor music.. we were stuck with setting up the pa system and the instrument.. and of course practicing for the worship session. all the musicians(we were all youths) really wondering who actually pick the theme song which was . well, you guys should know this is a quite tiresome song.. even though the meaning of the song is very great.. girls vocalist just can't sing it properly and u know what? the adults song leaders don't even know this song.. SWAT.. then we spend a lot of time trying to get the song right for the adults.. hehe quite fun actually.. especially seeing uncle Andrew trying to get it right.. haha.. fun! then we continue with practice session with sis Esther.. same problem but worst for girl with that song..
till around 5pm, we finally can get off and went for the beach!! a BEACH facing south china sea.. wide and endless.. i had a race with gajah along the beach.. very windy as we ran.. till the end we screamed and shouted like mad girls!! then the boys who were busy kicking the "beach-futsal" heard us from afar turned and looked at us as if we were from outer space.. hahaha... that all till after dinner, we had our first session. gosh.. i forget to introduce our invited speaker, (how can i forget such important thing), well.. he is pastor Bryan Tan from Singapore, tall and slim.. gentleman-looking guy, bilingual(which make our interpretor very confused.. haha..).......................till 2am we only slept.. we were telling ghost story.. real stories and make-up stories i not very sure.. but one thing i know for sure, the younger youths were freakout!!(they told me they can't sleep) muahahahaahaha.... it seems my stories sounds scary enough...


k la i wil stop here.. gtg now.. i will get back to the 2nd day soon.. promised..

Excitement..

excitement=happy. glad. rejoice

indeed.. this is the day i think i should be very very happy and i had been looking forward for this day since very long ago.. maybe you are wondering what am i talking about but those you had seen me before you should know what i had in my mouth..
METAL
haha.. ya ya.. is metal.. i think you guys can guess what is it by now..
thats right! is my braces.... i fixed my braces almost 2 years ago and today...
FINALLY I TOOK IT OFF!!
on Tuesday morning, 3rd of june 2008
i went to for my appointment with my dentist, i woke up very early to be prepared for this big day.. when i arrive the dentist had waited for me in the clinic since i am the first patient of the day.. i was really very very excited about the whole thing..
BUT
the first word came out of the dentist was, "well eliza look here, you see today we have problem here, i don't think we can take the braces off today, we might have to delay it to other time, noext month or something like that...................................
WHAT!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT..NO WAY!!
this is my first thought which came into my mind.. (reason was the receptionist only reserved half and hour for me but the whole process need about 1 hour, and his time was fully booked for the whole day).. then i plead the dentist no matter what today he must to something to my braces.. he must had seen the desperateness on my face.. finally he said.."ok well, or maybe we can do the upper part first.."
better then nothing right.. after he did the first part, he realized he can finish the lower part.. yahoo!! hip hip hurray!!
everything was done..
gosh.. my teeth felt so smooth!! i love it!!!
after the dentist took the mold of my teeth, i took a look at it.. so even.. haha.. after all the few thousands i spent on it worth it..
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............. MY TEETH ARE FREE FROM IMPRISONMENT!!
the first thing i did was messaged my best friend and showed off.. she just did her braces few months ago and still have a long long way to go.. she was so wordless.. haha.. i am just so wicked!!
after that i immediately went to renew my identity card, new picture for my ic with nice set of teeth...haha... (for the readers information just in case they don't know i just passed my 18 birthday, erhemmm... and i don't mind late wishes and PRESENTS)


my brother is also back from kl with my new MP3 player.. finally i can owned my own MP3 player, i did thought of getting a MP4, but what is the use of such a small screen, looking at it makes me even more tired.. my brother choose a black one for me.. he told me it looks very cool.. SAT.. but ermmm.. in my opinion after looking at it, well.. it is just ok.. ya.. ok..
but i don't really mind about it.. i just want a player.. its a samsung model.. quite a new model.. ok i think i will take a good care of it for quite something.. i think.. i will try my best... believe me.. (haha.. i don even believe myself..)

church camp is coming.. it tomorrow!!
6th June 2008
i am looking forward for this camp.. i believe god is going to do his mighty work among all the campers.. i pray for revival and refresh in our spiritual walk with god.. about 85 campers are joining this camp.. it is held in ROMPIN BEACH RESORTS, KUALA ROMPIN.. i think we gonna have lots of fun among the youth... haha.. i am coming up with plenty of stuff.. and tricks.. haha.. watch out guys!!

k la that all for this time. next time i will try to upload some pictures...

tired...

why i cant decide on my own life...
why you must force me to this and that..
i am really sick of everything you want me to do..
and you just cant shut up for a moment!!
i hate it..
no matter how well i had done u never care..
all i did was wrong..
all that i had to do is follow your wishes hundred percent!!
just shut up la!!!!!!
i hate you when you are around me..
you are making everybody miserable..
you think you are clever, smart and whatever hell shit you do is right!!
all your decisions are perfect!!
whatever goes wrong then you will say "didn't i told you before"..
damn it!!
if you are so clever why don you just stop it before it happens!!
i am really tired this time..
really very tired..
please stop nagging at me!!
you know why i kept quiet everytime???
because i cant stand you!!
i am flaring up inside..
i know i must control my temper and you knows my temper better than anyone else..
please.. please let me off...
i scare..
i scare..
one day when i can't take it anymore..
i might do something i will regret for my whole life..
so please..
leave me alone...

ps.. whoever had read this post please don ask me who i am saying about.. none of your business..

Miao.....

i was really piss off that day...
on monday morning, i had a date to play badminton wit my frens. before i left my house, i feed the stupid and idiotic cat, i even left the back door opened so that the stupid creature can go out and do her business in the sand pit. after 2 hours of game, i then came back..
and you know i saw in my kitchen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THATS RIGHT, IS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the stupid and stupid and stupid cat actually did her business in the kitchen!!!!
i suspected she ate something wrong, because her shit were all watery and undigested cat biscuit.
but i was really very very angry because i did left the door opened for her go out!!!!!
WHY SHE MUST DO IT IN THE KITCHEN!!!!!!!!
further more she turned her drinking container over and the water spilled all over the floor!!!!
first thing i did was screamed!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!
and that day i was very very tired because i just had my birthday party on sunday night.. i was exhausted after the game....
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS FORCE TO CLEANED THE SHIT!!!!!
i had no choice there was no one around at home except me...
YWEIKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.............
its DISGUSTING!!!!!!!
FINE! I DID ANYWAY!!
(here comes the climax)
as i was washing, the stupid creature came in and played with the water..
first time the water was dirty, so i chased it away....
second time the water was very soapy, so i chased it away again...
THIRD TIME, i really lost my temper then!!!!
i chased after it and pick her her up.........
and.........................
GAVE HER A HARD SMACKING ON HER HEAD!!!!!!
I WAS REALLY VERY MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for the whole day, she hid in my brother's room and not willing to come out at all...
ok i admit that i felt a bit of guilt, after all she is just an animal, she do not think like humans do..
so i went to sayang sayang her..
but she was kinda terrified of me.. haha.. i was really fierce i think...
for the whole night she hid here and there... scared and afraid...
at last, her owner is back... my bro was back with my dad...
and finally.....................................
she is back to NORMAL again...
PHEW................................................




here some pic of miao...

she is eye-ing a dragonfly ..


looking at me...............

ROTTING AWAY......

can you imaging???? everyday going to school but do nothing at all!!
...................................SIENZZZZZ.......................................
first of all, registration day.. i thought we can go back right after we registered, mana tahu they wanted us sit down and listen to ucapan!!! (for all student in Malaysia- i guess you know how boring all ucapan were in schools), and we had 3 ucapan!!
then for the next 3 days, we went to school everyday, sat in hall and chat.. by the third day we already ran out of topic.. anyway i think in the hall we were nosiest, and most 38 students..

on this Sunday, i decided to throw a birthday party, i didn't invite many people, just those who were really closed friends.. just a small gathering in my house..but the actual purpose is to have a gathering with all my friends before we really part...

i decided to stay at dato now.. too much of procedures to transfer.. i think anywhere is the same as long i am willing to work hard right..
k la thats all... ciaoz...

shopping!!

haha... a title which is catchy to all girls' eyes right????
sad case is i am doing the shopping for form six~~~~~!!!!
shoes... i don understand why black shoes doesn't look as nice as white ones..
white shirt... i try to look for the usual brand i bought last time, i found it but the quality had gone down.. economical problem again i think, save on the budget.. so i went to the shop next door and bought another brand..guess what?? the shirt smells like PAPAYA!! i quickly soaked and washed it immediately after i reached home..
skirt... gray color. super long..luckily that shop provide alter service..
socks..nothing much about that..
stationary... as usual..
i think i am done with school stuff.. i will get anything which i am lack of after i started my class.. i had totally no idea how form six will be..don't even know what books should i start preparing for classes..
should i transfer to high school?? is dato really not a good school?? why high school better??
but really very troublesome you know, to do the paperworks.. run here and there, see this principal and that...haizzzzzzz.... izit worth it???