懒懒散散。

女人，相信我，花钱买东西的感觉，跟拥有好皮肤是一样令人开心的。
憋了酱久，我终于放肆自己，出出力去买东西了。
可是本人购物还是仍然有自己的本则，就是一定要物有所值，还要是削价后的，然后最重要就是不看品牌，只看剪裁、布质与舒适度！
可是。。。可是。。。现在megasales！！ 根本每个地方都在拼命的削价！！！MNG的jeans只剩RM79，有不买的原因吗? 哈哈。。要不是我的卡一直出问题，有些店不能刷，害我得用现金，可能昨天会花更多！
买东西吃东西买东西吃东西！酱的假期最开心了！！
话说回来，我还是第一次跟枪小姐出门吧，有约会的感觉！可是问题是我们俩太爱讲话了，俩人一直讲，讲到口水干，还在讲。。。就一直讲。。讲了又讲。。。讲到回家。。。

全天就只拍到这一张合照，太顾着shopping了啦！！还我们回家的路途上，一直槌心肝，以自为没拍到照感到心疼！！不用紧，下次才拍！！

这是乘枪小姐在更衣的时候，我自己先来自拍一下。。 哈哈。。这套衣服是昨天买的，买了就现场穿！疯了！！剪掉牌子还钱就直接穿。。迫不期待，因为原先穿去的裙子太令人不舒服了！



可爱吧？？ 粉红色的太阳眼镜！！其实上次跟她们去的时候就看过了。。可是就没买，回家后一直一直的想念它。。枪小姐就买了下来送给我！太爱她了！！！谢谢你！！！

买了裤子衣服很开心~~

开心会让人看起来特别美丽吗？？因该是这样。。最近人变得开心了，就常常听到人家称赞我。。让我很开心。。哈哈哈。。。超级自恋的！ 就今天啊日，我在调吉他的时候，（我只是穿了牛仔裤加衬衫），就听到有两个aunty在讲话，一个是我的伯母。。那个aunty就讲，你的侄女每次回越变越漂亮。。哇，我在远远都听到，讲到酱大声。。。我听了超爽的！！哈哈哈。。然后那个aunty就跟我讲我很elegent。。哈哈哈。。爽吧。。。

好就这样。。再见！

来。看一下。我也在。

他说，我违反了游戏的规则。玩得太不像样了。
我跟他说，我背着你玩的，你大概还不知道吧。

心事重重，满腹地忧愁，那不是我。
我还希望现在生活能再有点味道，好像伤风，没味觉。
其实我可以，五彩缤纷的活着，但是懒惰。
要忙吗？好像很多东西都搁着了。

现在来写new year resolution会不会太迟了？
或许holiday resolution 还来得及吧？
写归写，行动还是要快。剩六个礼拜。
减肥好像还可以。对，我圆了。

想念你的美，想念你的味道，想念你的同在。
如果说，爱从眼睛开始，我的心已有你的位子。
你被取代，好像挺难的，看着你，我心虚了。
说我不动心，骗你。
忘了那个痛，可是你已不属于我。

我在自甘堕落。
但是，伤在复原，结疤。
下一个春天，我等你。

Its 4.39am

yea I know, Eliza Tan is well known for her Sleep-Alot-Freak, who goes cuckoo if she doesnt get enough sleep. But what am I doing at this hour?? Thanks to the nap I had at 7p.m. just now, I only get to be awake at 1a.m.. What was I thinking huh? Its supposed to be a nap, which means a forty winks. But in the context of Eliza's dictionary,

a extreme short nap = 1 hour

a short nap = 2 hours

a happy nap = 3 hours

a satisfying nap = 4 hours

So a 5 hours sleep, left me brightly awake at this hour. And you know, silenced night like this, oops its silenced morning like this, its the best time use internet in Malaysia!! Say Cheers!! *high five*

I'm hungry. Seriously I'm very hungry now. Thanks to the act-like-a-dustin day yesterday, i had diarrhoe for this beautiful sunday. I had to even ffk songleader for not being his pianist. Look at my menu:

Soup + shells

twisties chip + choc + black sesame snack

char kueh tiow

french fries + strawberry milk shake

yea thats all I have for a day, but its totally a disaster for me the next day.

Its a non stop snapping night for me whenever I hang out with my babes!

Patty posing for me

Irene with her apparatus

her "beer"

angie unwilling to pose for the camera

serious face

oops!!!!!

nah! a decent 1.

posing for patty

don't you think we looks alike??

"beer" and "beer"

 alright this is another night.

ready and pose!

they looks like they wanna fight any moment!

finally a pic with angie.

cheryl posing while i act like so pro.

her eyes are popping out!!

tada!! plaits are so nice!!

i also did mine!

 hahahahaaha... next..... you can just skip or else you gonna puke!!!

give you a nice one first

gold fish face

smirk face

sneer face

 lastly... the paling menyampar one.......

act innocent

 alright thats all ciaoz!!!

 

Quietness

In the middle of night, I thought of you more often that any one else. I'm deeply burdened by the sight of you. It could not be any worst than now. First time in my life, I see emptiness in you.

This is my Prayer for you.

Oh Lord, thank you for being the guide in our lives,

thank you for leading us,

thank you for opening doors for our future,

thank you for being our provider of

love, care, food, even safety day in and out,

I pray O lord,

give us wisdom,

so that we can speak wisely,

so that we can make decision according to your will,

so that we can choose the right way,

give us a humble heart,

so that we will come to your feet and surrender

so that we will be your humble servant

so that we will serve you whole heartedly

give us patience,

so that anger do not grow

so that we can tolerate each other's fault

so that we can teach each other

give us love,

so that we see each other as family

so that we forgive those who had hurt us

so that we will unite as one

Lord I pray,

You are the almighty God,

that had lead us without fail,

even at this critical time,

Lord You had not abandon us.

Lord You be our sherpard,

lead the lost ones back to your arm,

teach the arrogant to be humble

heal the heart of the hurt ones

Lord give them the burden

to light up for you

to be revived in you

to grow in you.

in Jesus name I pray,

Amen.

To be frank, I say, I cant hear you.

I knew it aint fair to say this now, but this is my equal share and right at least to grumble to my own tiny little teddy bear.. all right its not that tiny, its small...perhaps medium..

The urge to seek for excitement is killing me day and night. I must be crazy to demand such ridicuous request from you honey. Thank goodness we are mutual and convenient. Hee. Its love yet its not right. Ah I'm in it again. Requirements fulfiled and perfect match. Too bad not the time yet. Random at the same time it is comforting to know that you had my back. I know we are at the best state that we can, Chinese proverb quoted, In thy time, perfect condition, flawless support. I think time is the biggest hindrance. But worst of all, the sparks din't go off as I thought it would. So thats it honey.

Such intense emotion that overwhelmed me as I try to dig my way through the bushes. Oh my.... I think thats called young people. Seriously I'm at lost. Oh God, please give me the wisdom. One hand cant clap and makes sounds. So true. One sided story is the killer. I say, cant you just be more mature? I guess it takes time to grow. I wish I can just leave you all alone. You know what? perhaps I should do that, and let you guys to solve it. Maybe i'm had interfered too much and you had not grow.

Anyway its nice to see you all again. Again we gathered but this is a cheek lifting event. Ah its gonna flood. Dilemma as i ponder on the choice to go or just stay hidden, both caught me in the middle. Delightful reunions lighten up my heart, gave me the warm that I longed for since then. Hey, its nice spending time with you all, you blew my sadness away and pop the bubbles of emoness like the balloons burst.

I love myself. thats a spoonful of self-confidence and a scoop of high self esteem.

Blue, Red, Green, Yellow.........

Colours are in the air
Feeling monotone day in and out
Smiles vanish as Pout takes its place
This is emoness.

我说，how can this be??
The place you found in my heart
I thought the root went as deep as it can
Oh, its just fibrous root.

那天，I thought it will rain heavily
All I did was just being glum.
No fluid ran through my face
Life goes on.

无奈, it happens now and then
she said, 卡在那里
不能向前，也不能退后
 I think I agreed.

Silenced,  best solution
Its gave me strength
Just as light shone in
As calm as the pond water

Alternatives, choose one only
Gaining the losing of matter
You know Simultaneous Equation?
Happens all night long.

You are my obsession of possession.

Baaaaahhhhh~~ thats its a sheep...

Its not a sheep.. its just a lazy bum yawn after been lazing on her bed for a few days watching korean drama. this is one of the recent one that I like very much.. OMG Kim Tae- Hee is so freaking cute, pretty gorgeous and irresistable!!!!!

look at her smile!! its just simply stunning!!!

smoky hot Kim Tae-Hee

so wild and spicy!!

so this is the korean drama I been watching. My Princess

Lee-Sul (Kim Tae-Hee) is a woman who enters college later than other girls. Like her peers, they dream of one day becoming a princess, but for Lee-Sul she actually becomes a real life princess ...

Hae-Young (Song Seung-Heon) is a 31-year-old diplomat. He is the sole successor of the Daehan Jonghap Group (the largest conglomerate in Korea). Hae-Young is also handsome and graduated from an Ivy League school. Agreeing to his grandfather`s creed, Park Hae-Young decides to give up his rights to the company and all of his assets. This is all for a young woman named Lee-Sul.

Lee-Sul is a 25-year-old college student, majoring in Art History. She doesn't think about the secrets surrounding her birth or her stepsister who teased her behind her back. Lee-Sul keeps a shabby appearance and works several part time jobs on top of her college career. She also has a crush on her professor Nam Jung-Woo (Ryu Su-Yeong). One day, Lee-Sul becomes a princess overnight. In order to make her a princess, the President of the Daehan Jonghap Group offers all of his assets. 50,000,000 people stamp their approvals for her and royal families from all over the world sends congratulatory telegrams. Lee-Sul accepts the role of Princess, but she is now locked up in her palace and forced to study from dawn to late at night. Even worse, Park Hae-Young is her only instructor and he is snooty.

Yoon-Joo (Park Ye-Jin) is a 30-year-old woman, who works as the director of Hae-Young Museum. Her father is the secretary for the President of the Daehan Jong Group. Yoon-Joo hopes to marry Park Hae-Young one day to gain control over the company. Her plans come to a halt when the Princess suddenly appears. For the Princess, the President of the Daehan Jonghap Group returns all of his property to the community. Even Hae-Youngs begins to have favorable feelings for Lee-Sul. Yoon-Joo can't forgive Lee-Sul for what she has caused. Yoon-Jo then makes a plan and if it succeeds Korea will lose their imperial family.

Jung-Woo (Ryu Su-Yeong) is a professor, archeologist and holds a PH.D in the Arts. He is also popular among the female students. Jung-Woo grew up in a poor family. Even now with his high status, his financial situation isn't so good. Because of this, Jung-Woo hasn't proposed to his girlfriend Yoon-Joo. One day, something strange happens. Jung-Woo's student Lee-Sul (who always submits papers late, but works hard at excavation sites) turns out to be a princess. Lee-Sul then asks Jung-Woo to become an advisor for the "Redemption Committee of Imperial Family Cultural Assets".

another stunning photo of her.. I just cant resist looking at her. look at her wonderful complexion.

wonderful pair. They should really get together. their babies will be wonderful.

awww....

he is............. is..........

so what korean man are MCP? as long as they are hot like this....

huhuhu..... *saliva dripping...*