didi da didi da

today is Wednesday!!!!

hehe. happy and sad day!

happy is because today is Wednesday- 2 days countdown to 17th. for readers info 17th is an important day to make some announcement about my status officially. i'm going jalan jalan in kl. hehe. i will let my host decide where he will bring me!! i just gonna enjoy the day. hmmm wonder how will it be. hehe. just told him y he so excited about it but yet i'm excited over here also. hehe. hmmmm. medium size m. junior. haha. I'm so excited about having it... yea i miss m.junoir more then you!!!

sad is because of my results...
i think i gonna fail every every paper and this feeling really really suckxxxxxxx!!!!!!
damn it. so regret. maybe i should had gone into arts or college in the first place.
why on earth i choose f6 science!! stupid. but other then study's stress, f6 is great! haiz i don wan to admit defeat at this moment. i want to push myself further beyond my limit. i didn't work hard enough for this time. i regreted.

i wanna be a nerd from now on!!

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8pm.
pp cafe
i announced it to my frens.
shocking and suprising news to them.

1 of them stunt till cant react. totally speechless. she really cant believe what i had just said. even when i get back home i receive a msg from her
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briefly this is the message. haha i really stunt her.

1 of them thinks dat i'm just kidding. expecting me to say i'm just kidding when we gonna go back time. she din take it seriously till she confirm and confirm again. only then she congrats me.

1 of them already knows it. no story.

1 of them when i whispered that news to her. she is also bising bising. she says i din tell her earlier on. i cheated her i admit. but i hinted her more den once dy. just admit it you are slow!!!

1 of them terus bising bising den congrats me.

1 of them busy sms-ing. so she just say good la good la.
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they dig alot of info out of me..
hehe
wanna know what news?
i'm a girl and i'm straight.

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dats all.

HE-3

don know wat u thinkin now....
if reali wanna give up...i will be sad.. ya i will.......

HE-2

here is the 2nd post..
so u now know how i think about u dy...
so should i???
besides dat... i wanna let u know that i am slow at expressing myself... and i don show my feelings out rite let everybody know... u might think u know cuz i am so sanguine, expression is all over my face.. u are wrong.. i do keep feeling inside of my heart.... so wat u think now???
u sure u know me well enough??
but let me tell u.. i know you...heheheheehe
watch out....

HE

well dis is wat u ask for.... k den i start writing dy..

i never thought we will end up this way...

when u first told me i was seriously shocked. u said u hinted me but sorry.. i never realize. actually why u will know your feelings so fast... its just more then a month since we know each other..... besides sms and msn... nothing else bring us together... thats all...and yet u are telling me this..
i have the doubt feelings here... ya.. its there... should i believe u???

i realize.. i admit felt the same way.... but i don dare to face you... not your problem... but its in me...u know the story dy so i not gonna repeat over here...

so lets wait see how it goes.....

countdown

1week to final exam....
its raya holidays... but i don think it will be a relaxing holiday...
sob sob sob....
looking forward after exaM...
wanna go jalan jalan....
oooo.....
kl here i come... plz don let muet crash with my cameron trip...........
haha.... i love holidays!!!!

sudden thoughts

i jz read plenty of people's blog today...
i realised i am reali bad at writting..
even at this moment i ran out of words dy...

last post for this term....

finally i am blogging again...
life had been so buzy i believe my lifespan had shorten by 10%.. But i enjoying my sucking form6 life very much...so buzy everyday that i barely got a chance to sleep peacefully...

plenty of unfinish assignment, essay, exercises stacking up on my homework list..
final exam is coming in 5weeks time.. everyday joyce will nag how many how many pages we must study.. 1++ pages for only 2 chapters for bio.. we have 7 chapters to study 4 final... blah blah blah... tuition hw never ending.. everytime mr lim cheng han ask me how am i, i got this chilling cold feeling down my spine...(he is my maths tt teacher).. everytime i sure kena from him.. haiz.. being poor in maths in his class always have his attention... nvm i will prove to him...

Spark! was a great event... i love it.. get to know plenty of new friends.. especially my roommate, MARINA!!! i love u!! she is as crazy as me... haha... and dancing team rocks!! we dance for life!!!!

recently i had a crush on badminton.. indulge in it.. hehe... innocently was labelled as crazy jz because i ask my fren out so sudden at wednesday afternoon jz to play badminton when everybody was about to nap.. in the end 3crazy frens turn up.. it proves that i am not the only crazy one!!! haha..

i think its time i shud be studying dy... last i never study for exams, not even for spm.. no wonder i nvr score.. i want to study this time.. so mayb i wun blog for the time being.. unless i have the urge to do so.. haha.. k dude stop telling me that my blog can close shop dy.. i am posting something now... haha..

ciaoz..

p/s: btw i will post SPARK! photos in friendster and facebook. or just tell me i will email them to you..