HE-2

here is the 2nd post..
so u now know how i think about u dy...
so should i???
besides dat... i wanna let u know that i am slow at expressing myself... and i don show my feelings out rite let everybody know... u might think u know cuz i am so sanguine, expression is all over my face.. u are wrong.. i do keep feeling inside of my heart.... so wat u think now???
u sure u know me well enough??
but let me tell u.. i know you...heheheheehe
watch out....

HE

well dis is wat u ask for.... k den i start writing dy..

i never thought we will end up this way...

when u first told me i was seriously shocked. u said u hinted me but sorry.. i never realize. actually why u will know your feelings so fast... its just more then a month since we know each other..... besides sms and msn... nothing else bring us together... thats all...and yet u are telling me this..
i have the doubt feelings here... ya.. its there... should i believe u???

i realize.. i admit felt the same way.... but i don dare to face you... not your problem... but its in me...u know the story dy so i not gonna repeat over here...

so lets wait see how it goes.....

countdown

1week to final exam....
its raya holidays... but i don think it will be a relaxing holiday...
sob sob sob....
looking forward after exaM...
wanna go jalan jalan....
oooo.....
kl here i come... plz don let muet crash with my cameron trip...........
haha.... i love holidays!!!!

sudden thoughts

i jz read plenty of people's blog today...
i realised i am reali bad at writting..
even at this moment i ran out of words dy...

last post for this term....

finally i am blogging again...
life had been so buzy i believe my lifespan had shorten by 10%.. But i enjoying my sucking form6 life very much...so buzy everyday that i barely got a chance to sleep peacefully...

plenty of unfinish assignment, essay, exercises stacking up on my homework list..
final exam is coming in 5weeks time.. everyday joyce will nag how many how many pages we must study.. 1++ pages for only 2 chapters for bio.. we have 7 chapters to study 4 final... blah blah blah... tuition hw never ending.. everytime mr lim cheng han ask me how am i, i got this chilling cold feeling down my spine...(he is my maths tt teacher).. everytime i sure kena from him.. haiz.. being poor in maths in his class always have his attention... nvm i will prove to him...

Spark! was a great event... i love it.. get to know plenty of new friends.. especially my roommate, MARINA!!! i love u!! she is as crazy as me... haha... and dancing team rocks!! we dance for life!!!!

recently i had a crush on badminton.. indulge in it.. hehe... innocently was labelled as crazy jz because i ask my fren out so sudden at wednesday afternoon jz to play badminton when everybody was about to nap.. in the end 3crazy frens turn up.. it proves that i am not the only crazy one!!! haha..

i think its time i shud be studying dy... last i never study for exams, not even for spm.. no wonder i nvr score.. i want to study this time.. so mayb i wun blog for the time being.. unless i have the urge to do so.. haha.. k dude stop telling me that my blog can close shop dy.. i am posting something now... haha..

ciaoz..

p/s: btw i will post SPARK! photos in friendster and facebook. or just tell me i will email them to you..

blog entry for SPARK! (2)

here is the second part of the answers for the questions....

Well the thing that caught my attention ever since I was young is my talent. I knew that my passion is talking. So somehow my character is very people-orientated. I can mix with stranger easily and trying to talk to them. So around 16years old, after getting my parents permission I started to work part time. Throughout past 2years I had gained different working experience at different places during holidays. I had worked in fast food outlets, shops, and shopping mart as promoter. My job at certain times required me to hit the target set by my boss. I am proud to say that I never let my boss down. Somehow through the experiences I had, I love doing business. Persuading customer to buy my product and convincing them that mine is better, I enjoyed doing so. To vary my experiences, I had organized events like mini concert or Christmas celebration. From the preparation to the day of event itself, everything required responsibilities and effort. The pressure and tension while dealing with hiccups along the way was a kind of training to make you more mature, in the sense like handling relationship among people, self control while facing stress. I am a sanguine and at the same time I am choleric too. Therefore I think my optimistic and cheerful character had helped me a lot. A choleric character of being able of organizing and giving out order must have been trained when I was a prefect. After looking at the sales report or the event was successfully held, I have the satisfaction. To be more accurate, I enjoy the fruit of hard work I did thought of getting into the field of business. In fact after SPM, I was offered scholarship Diploma of business in INTI College SJ under Sin Chew Scholarship. But I rejected the offer after serious consideration. I am now in form six instead. Form six is the period of time where u still can enjoy school life but people treating you as an adult. I believe through these experiences it will make me tougher and more ready to face this cruel world as the world is always eliminating the weaker ones.

Where do I see myself in 15years huh??

Obvious i hope I am still on this earth……….. I will be doing very well in my career since I will be around 33 years old, at least I must finish my education and doing a job with good prospective. I believe I can achieve whatever I want to and do amazing job!

blog entry for SPARK! (1)

ok here it goes for all the answers i have for the question...

first when i saw the first question i was totally BLANK..
WHAT! ALTER EGO~~
then of course i asked my teacher what is this alter ego meant..(teacher Mrs Soh was with us while we registered for SPARK!, actually she is the one who introduced us about this event. thanks a bunch for her.) She gave me a good explanation for it. Second personality-like super heroes..
Fuiyoh! well then i must say that i am "the mask". I appeared a very strong character in front of everyone. As long as i am willing to something, i am able to do a perfect job and i can get it done very fast. Of course that is my NORMAL ego appeared to my friends. But, actually i am a super lazy bum. i can sleep non stop for a few days, i can just lie down on my bed doing nothing except day-dreaming for hours. my stuff in the cupboard can be in extreme chaos till i can't even bear to open the door( because all my things will fall out the moment i open). But surprisingly not much people knew about this except my dear parents.

hmmm.... what makes me??
Well, as you had learn in science, human started off from the very basic "cell". for example, blood, lymph, epidermal cells, muscle, bones, etc... then we have tissues, organ, system, then lastly we formed a complex organism.lets get deeper, DNA is form by 3billion 4-alphabets..... ok enough for the craps... Lets get serious! well i think religion and parental guidance make me stand out than the others. first of all i came from a Christian background where we attend to church every Sunday. Religious teaching is very different from what we learn in school or moral education. Having a firm religious background, we are strong in our spiritual aspect. I believe every religion in our country teaches us how to be a good person and how we can contribute to people around us. Secondly is my parents. I respect my parents because they always know what is best for me. (even though sometimes i really get very annoyed and exasperate by their decisions) My parents are very open minded and they do discuss with me about all the matters happening in the family and everything else. But somehow they are very firm with their standard for letting me to have my way. Well friends also play a big part in my life. I am very thankful that all my friends are very sincere and kind. I had met people backstabbing me but thank god they aren't my best friend.
Instead i had learn a precious lesson from it.

I will pick red colour to represent me because i think red is nice. red is a very passionate colour and full of life! It is full of energy and it brings power to it. don't believe me? try use some red paint and splash it on a white paper! amazing effect.. feel it!!

I am very artistic person. i like to express myself through my expression and movement. i love drama. movement of body can really get the meaning through faster than words. i am not very talented in music but i am passionate about it. I play piano and guitar on my free time. I am learning drum. Each instrument are not easy. It requires plenty of effort and patience. i do paint once in a blue moon when i am feeling extremely good because my family are talented in painting and they often critised my painting (they cant understand what i am doing with the colours),which hurts me a lot.. sob sob.. but i am painting an abstract painting which suppose had no fixed meanings! but i just don't care. It just an interest. Besides being artistic but not talented, i am talented in another area, talking. Sometimes i find it easier to speak to a whole group of stranger than to somebody whom i know unfamiliarly. Standing on stage never been an obstacle to me. Since primary,story telling, poem reciting, public speaking always had been my favourite activities. And being a prefect for past 5 years in secondary school, standing on stage and giving orders or carrying out my duties had trained me better.

best day ever..
i think i will say is the day that i was born. From the very begining i am already a winner!!! (the only sperm which get to fertilize the ovum). My parents had been waiting this day ever since that my mom carried me in her womb. I gets all the attention from the doctors and nurses while my dad waiting impatiently outside the deliver theater worrying about my mom and my safety. all my family members came to visit me as i am the youngest in the family. when i cry, they were so panick and worrying what's wrong with me? they worry whether am i hungry or not. let me ask you,
isn't its the best day ever??

if i am really that lucky to pick up the 50 bucks from the road, i will stand there for 10 minutes. if there is somebody came back looking for it, i will return the money. if not then very sorry, i will take it as a treat from God. yahoo!!
well i admit i am not that honest to send it the police..
would you??