*blink blink*

I must had mentioned it to you, otherwise how would you know what am I talking about all this while.
It came kinda too abrupt, but perhaps I should seen traces and premonitions about what is going to happen.
I welcome you with a chary soul, taking each step with deliberated pause, watching you crossing over the border of my heart. I had let you in with a blissful sentiment, rolling waves caught me off my guards.
Your care and attentions are puffy clouds that style the bright empty sky. I say, hey there, are you a cotton candy?

你要的爱。

虽然不曾怀疑你，还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一，原谅我怀疑自己。

我明白，我要的爱，会把我宠坏，
像一个小孩，只能在你怀里坏。

你要的爱，不只是依赖，
像个大男孩，风吹又雨打，生活自由自在。

对不起，我好像给不了你要的爱，
它的出现，太远了，我不想去追。

开不了口，它跟我的喉结纠缠，
我看着你，惭愧了，心虚了。

我们放下吧。两年的时间很久，
我会好好的充实自己，成为很棒的那个人。

那天，我们再续，你我都会很完美的结合。
可是，别犹豫地去爱，你我都可以。

不想你了。我会狠下心不再这样，不一样的，想你。